vinco vici victum

gone but not forgotton.

2009-12-02T04:13:00.000-08:00

hi, my old blog.
i miss you.

gonna go away.

2009-09-10T05:32:00.000-07:00

escaped with psyche.
colourwithart.blogspot.com

turning over,with love.

2009-04-06T06:18:00.000-07:00

if i were to be a computer,i am so going to be system overload.
really,15 and crashing with work. imagine 20,killer.
anyway the reason that i am blogging today is that yes,
reminding you that i am pretty much alive and breathing for now & that i have an important announcement.
everyone,frineds,family,stranger,well everyboday
i am going to sort of close this blog for awhile and start on my new project,
a team blog with psyche.
how cool is that.

with love the ever tired hem.
lalalalalala~

thinking deep.

2009-03-31T05:19:00.000-07:00

i think i am thinking too deep.
chill,relax,start counting.
let the rain fall & its still ok.

read my mind.

2009-03-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

camp was amazing.
but not as fun as my last year camp.

hi ya everybody,i am back. the awesome one after 4 days and 3 night with nature.
i am was dead to the world when i arrived home. 2 days of travelling,was killer especially the coach ride. ok let me begin my story from the time i left home.

brace yourself,i have a feeling its going to be long.

hemkhama leaves home with a red bag and her super black travelling leather bag,all ready for the 4 days with nature.she kisses her mom goodbye as she joins kasi & salina to head to school where they are to assemble before going to the train station where they will leave Singapore by train.
in school finally the camp chief stops talking about the rules which i was not paying attention at all. they then board the bus,then arrived at a ~~old~~ ancient station where they checked in. train arrives,they board the train.
the toilet stinks. ate the killer fried rice for dinner which i bought at the station. nope it did not kill me. tried to sleep but could not sleep. i have no idea how i managed to fall asleep in the end,must have been my super comfortable leather bag/pillow. oh shoot,looked at my phone and saw the battery going fast.
then arrived at woodlands immigration checkpoint. like as usual drama followed her,she had forgot to bring some important card & was held up at the office. just for a stupid card. thank my lucky stars that they allowed me to go. or i had been stranded in that building with no one around,what a scary thought.
boarded the train again,this time we were out of Singapore. starhub betrayed me,m1 & singtel were still use-able in Malaysia. had to borrow ek phone to wish Cheryl happy birthday. oh no,i think i blast his bill. nvm,lets not get carried away.

after 8 hours in the train.

finally at the destination but the journey is far from over. we camped out at the station,well actually the guys did. poor guy seep outside while we girls were in a super small room where we were forced to sleep. wow,i know. what a camp. woke up around 5 or 6 plus,only had 3 or 4 hours of sleep. ate breakfast,held out again by coaches to the river site.

after 1 hour of coach ride.

arrived at the river site where we had to take a boat to our camp site. the boat ride was awesome with a ! since she & kasi was at the back,we kept on getting wet thanks to Jodie and Jocelyn. they kept splashing water at us. lol,we arrived last & in style,all wet. went to see her bunk which she was sharing with Liz and Jessica. went for canopy walking. came back bath,and finally played cludo where that trainer scared the hell out of her when he shouted get lost in the blues. finally slept,oh wait did i tell you that we had bed provided for us,there were even air cons in some room,only thing is that too bad. since there was thunderstrom that night and hit the power station.there was no electricity. so air con or no air con,it was useless.

& that my friends marked day 1.
ohmygosh still got day 2. :O i think ya gonna have to wait for that,coze this is too long. maybe tmr i guess?

seeyo.

going & gone.

2009-03-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

my ass hurts,in fact my whole body does.

i love camps but not the dreadful after effect,meaning to say the lack of sleep and the tiredness. i am still so tired from my 3 days 2 night volleyball camp and oh gosh i am sec 3 camp in Malaysia from 25 to 28. my mom's love,even my ever irritating bro,my dad's quietness,my warm soft bed. the comfort of my home,oh boy am i am going to miss that.
funny,we people will never know what we take for granted until we lose it. i guess i took my bed for granted and when i came back from camp and when i slept that night i realized how much i miss it. seriously i am so tan now. 10 times from the time you last saw me.
thanks to that day of dragon boating and beach volleyball. my face my bright tomato red and it was super hot. dragon boating was really tough but fun and the instructors were nice. i wonder if canoeing in sec 3 camp will be just as fun.
sorry but i am going to keep this super short,i gotta study now. gonna have to score more than 3 A1 at the end of the year,and chem formulas is still making my head go crazy every time we do it in class. die. :O oh today was ok,rather fun & very slackly in vb. i like! it feels like holidays never even happen,really it went away too fast. so busy. there gotta to be more than this for life. oh yes,my team blog with psyche is underway people,watch out for it. we will rock your sox!

volleyball camp'09

i got CSI fever overnight,don't know where that came from.
I♥CSI MIAMI!
seriously,even thinking of being a csi. D:
oh yes that i am that addicted to CSI,it rocks. i just discovered the joy of American dramas.

yay! lets save earth!

long night.

2009-03-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

hi peeps.

hows it going. oh yeah?
you can hear my gladness in my voice.
oh yes,dead right you are.
i am happy.
make that super,duper happy.
miss me will ya while i am away 3 day from home for my volleyball camp.
oh yes,another reason for my glad-ness is that there is round 2 for classroom deco.

hurray,i am on cloud 9.
this time we will win for sure.
i think i better start sleeping.
today i am so tired. been traveling for the whole day.
bye.

this is going to be a long night.

blue fever.

2009-03-12T04:48:00.000-07:00

i got rejected about 3 times today for the colours thingy.
oh wow.
3E4 lost the class deco competition,fish.
the stupid judge was blind.
both lifts at my block have broken down.
i guess it is also trying to tell me to exercise. oh yay,i gained 7kg in 2 months flats.

F with uc in the middle and end with K. i had a great day not. i am so tempted to type out the whole word. not forgetting scream it out loud at the top of my lungs.

got reject several time for the colours thingy when we were calling up beneficiary for the project.
& all of them had one thing in common,'sorry my boss went home already'. another way of saying,sorry you are a student and i am not interested. or i think.

secondly,in a HORRIBLE mood,freak we lost. what the heck? i mean how could we,i was damn sure that we will win but then second? WTH? i amy sound ungrateful but i believed that it was our class would should had truely won. the winning class only stayed back one day for the deco but we? we stayed back like 5 day?
i am pretty sure the judge have eye problems. freak.
from Shawn's blog:

Our noticeboard alone would draw attention. Its hand made, not cut outs or posters. We have to paint the whole thing ourselves.

but what the heck in the end,the freaking judge did not even see the ERP which is suppose to draw attention. well,it drew attention,anybody who walked pass our class would like point at the ERP and give good feedback. i am so tempted to use that F word but for my reader's sake i am not using. blind ______ ,cant even see the ERP above the door.

thirdly,not one but both lifts. bloody hell.
but looking on the brighter side. climbing the stairs would be a form of exercise,we still have next year. [ i swear it would be like 100 times much better. ] and we somewhat managed to get a beneficiary.

gotta start counting to 30 to cool down again.
bye.

picture perfect.

2009-03-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

uploading photos suck.
i want a huge round of appluase for this man.
so tired.

PROJECT VIBRANT COLOURS 2!

7 & 8 MARCH 2009.

crack a bottle.

2009-03-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

my life is so...
busy in a wonderful way. not.
wait i don't know.

i don't think i will be blogging much,not after i did so wonderfully for my common test. hurray,i bomb maths! cant wait to see my mom reaction to my report card. can already imagine the screaming. lord help me then. so busy,gotta go for some COLOUR leadership training tmr and sunday like for the whole day. even my holiday are already pack. work attachment,volleyball camp,homeworks,need to study & the 3 month long COLOUR project. wow. will i be able to manage that much. i doubt so. mind you the holidays only 1 freaking short week.

so today was sports day. i can see how that guy who said this sentence felt when he won the sliver medal,

you win god,you feel good because you won.
& when you win bronze you think at least you got something.
but if you win sliver,its like congrats you almost won.

what the guy say should be something like that. the same girl took all the gold in the events which i had won. both short put and javelin. poor me,yes i am self-pitying. it was fun today the sports day,great job to every single one of us. my voice is super husky thanks to all the shouting. ( but my voice,it was for a good cause. )
but the most irritating fact is that i have never won gold. only sliver. for all the events. so sad.

colours,damn its going to take up my whole weekends. wow,i think i better start sleeping. lazy post anymore.

xoxo,
HEMKHAMA!

black & white

2009-03-02T03:53:00.000-08:00

stupid blogger ate my super interesting story from yesterday.
its been raining thunderstorms every single day,no kidding.
never understatement mother nature.

so while i was typing yesterday on my keyboard peaceful inside the comfort of my house,it was another thing outside. it was so bad,that so much so the famous Merlion of Singapore,head has to be send for repairs. i am not going to elaborate though i would have love to. not.
but you can catch the whole article here:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20090301/tap-309-contractors-engaged-repair-merli-231650b.html

i am back with a new skin & a horrible mood which i seem to be getting frequently nowadays.

wish i could just stick back to sec 2,at least. we can kinda of slack. damn. i utterly hate common test,just so sick of studying. i see no use for social studies & that subject is only there to drag down my wonderful history marks. i can sleep in that lesson,and the teach.
help me. that teach is the famous,for being a nag. she brings her megaphone to class cause she is pretty soft. but the worst part is her mono-tone voice. thank goodness SS is only few times a week.
oh,yes i love my school dentist,she is so nice. as compared to my primary school. gosh,thanks to that dentist i can see why children dread going for dental checkups,she was plainly said horrible. i should really thank the dentist for letting me skip 1 whole hour of SS on last Thursday. haha,sorry for the random-ness. thats so me.
so yes before stupid blogger ate my post,i was planning to write about Saturdays CIP. but then again i think i will only post when i get the pics. all i can say it was super fun.

yups thats it for today,i know its my blogs getting super boring but please bear with me until the holiday. hopefully i can ace my chem tmr,fingers crossed. bless me.

donec mox [ should be,until then,in latin ]
HEMKHAMA.

Untouched - The Veronicas

the big bad world.

2009-02-24T02:33:00.000-08:00

i feel small in this big bad world.

i am beat,who would have thought that sec 3 would be this harsh.
i will post soon,this is just a quick one to inform you guys that i am pretty much alive.
but i don't think i will be alive in good condition after this year.
fingers crossed for my maths test tmr.
go hemku,but,but in the meanwhile i will let this song express what i am feeling now.

p.s. must look at the lyrics.

Big Bad World by The Plain White T.

it's a big bad world
were doing what we can
sometimes we fall on our face
before we even learn to stand
but we get back up
shake off all the dust
and take it step by step

i can fill the whole floor to the cieling
with all the dead wrong choices ive made
and even though we try to learn
from each others mistakes

we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)
we'll do it again and again
till we eventually can change
the way its always been

it's a big bad dream
following your heart
sometimes the one you
need's the one that tears you apart
so you say goodbye
kiss her one more time
and cry the whole way home

i can fill up the driest river
with all the tears falling off of my face
and even though we try to learn
from each others mistakes

we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)

we'll do it again and again
till we eventually can change
the way its always been(x2)

just running 'round in circles
tripping over every hurdle
were just trying to do the best that we can

it's a big bad life
all that we can do
is try to make it right
tomorrow something new
so if a big rain cloud
follows you around
dont let it get you down

we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)
we'll do it again and again
till we eventually can change
the way its always been

(oh) we'll do it again (doing it again)
we'll do it again my friend (doing it again)
we'll do it again and again
till we eventually can change
the way its always been (doing it again)

we do it again and again
till we eventually can change
the way it's always been

saving james.

2009-02-19T03:38:00.000-08:00

another random title. took it from the band,Saving Jane changed the name to a guy.
like usual,after every difficult test,i hope.
right now i am hoping for my physics paper,for goodness sake. just imagine how embarrassing it would be if you are the physics rep & you failed your paper. should not have been the physics rep,hopefully i will somehow pass this paper or i think i am screwed.
heard of my 7 jinx,if you have not read up. i really wanna complain about this even though it my fault in the end for not studying. guess what?

for all the subjects i fail the rest i got 7,every single one of them.
my Geo,Maths & English,bloody hell.

see what i mean by jinxed. shoot tmr i got D&T test,that one die,die must pass!
LOL,but yups depending on my D&T to pull up my grades.
anyways,i just borrow the first two Harry Potter book from the library. don't know why,just felt like re-living the times when i was well crazy about the book. haha,now that i recall i was also really crazy about twilight,but now i am truly sick of it really.
i guess book also sort of has its own charts like the music charts,there was the Harry Potter season. when people were just crazy about the book. including me,until then poof. its gone the harry fever. then replacing came Twilight. had to admit i was really a hardcore fan until something happen,i don't know what & snap,i am sick of twilight,EDWARD!
no offence but i dont even wanna hear his name or the cullings. heard and read it too many times.
LOL,think i should find another nice book to read,bet the lord of the rings is good,except when i open the book and i see the small word and i dont feel like reading it any more. but still the movie rocks,and its the shortcut to the book.

okok,i heard your plea i will stop babbling here,also need to study for tomorrow.
seeyo,
hem the bookworm!(:

saving jane-super girl

SuperGirl - Saving Jane

I'm Supergirl
I'm everywhere
Those flashy lights
They stop and stare
I'm fire red
I'm all aboard
I'm in your head
Everybody knows
I'm, I'm, I'm Supergirl.

love sick.

2009-02-14T05:51:00.001-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

roses are red,
violets are blue,
today is valentines,
& i am sick.

what the hell,of all the time what a great time to get the flu.
great job hem.
damn,my throat's killing me.
thanks to all those sweets & chocolates.
cant eat anymore chocolates for now,so sad.
hope your day had been better.

love,
hem the sick one.

feel the force.

2009-02-12T02:31:00.000-08:00

yes,my friend.
i can feel your glare at me.
but rest assure i will stick with
colour-prodigy.blogspot.com

behold,a perfect example of dead blog,drum rolls my blog.
not necessarily a good thing,referring to a dead blog,best advised to keep it alive.
trust me this is going to be a long post,so get yourself a nice snack while if you are bothered to,read.
trust my computer to do that to me,when i said that,i mean to prevent me from,er...how to phrase this,from seeing pictures on blogs. damn. nvm,simply out i cant see blog pics. great!
before everything i would like to say something.

OH.MY.GOODNESS.I.AM.SO.GLAD.THAT.I.AM.A.GIRL.

i am sure everybody who had tried NS food would agree with me.
i think the teachers all wanted to kill us so they wont have any more troublesome pests to teach. pardon me,let me elaborate on what i am ranting on.
well,15 i think feb is suppose to be total defence day in singapore,but since 15 feb this year its on sunday,we did it on 10th. we brough our own sppons to school and during recess had to eat from that green packet, sorry i dont know how to describe, but once i grab hold of a picture of it,i will make make sure i post it,yeah?
guess what,they call it pasta but its more of poison,they call it chicken curry but like someone said its well i admit i forgot what he called that curry but it not something good. trust me. oh boy,just the thought of it,that package makes me shiver.

its,its.simply put,disgusting.

i hope that i would never have to eat that again,fingers cross at that. the rice should have been called rock but you are right,in the end its still food. And many people in other countries cant even eat that kind of food. love my one.org banner,yup i have signed my name in it. do help also yeah people. lol,i have no idea how the topic from disgusting food went to signing your name at one.org. see,that was totally me,random-ness which i don't know if its a good or a bad thing.
just for the record,i ate curry.( lucky me got curry. at first everyone was like fighting for the pasta but turns out that pasta was the worst. )
And 3 packets of walnut something that was suppose to be the dessert. ( how about a round of applause? for all i know i can survive a war. hope you get what i mean. )
& tada that marked my 2009 total defence day. :D big smile,ching! ...lame. haha.

oh yes,hurray to me for ~~acing~~ flanking my Geo & maths test,pro right,i am not proud at all. really pissed off at my ownself for maths. coze half the reason for failing my maths was careless mistakes. damn,should have been more careful. but all i can do now is get higher for my next test i guess. Geo was kind of expected,frankly i hate map reading,and i know that i am terrible at it so i was all prepared for the scores,however the next test,i am going to ace it for sure!!!
i am crossing my fingers for Social Studies & Eng compo,history i am confident i pass it but only borderline pass. shoot,i hate SS its so boring. even Geo is more interesting.
maybe i should be like Ruizhel and tell my mom before hand that i am going to fail my combine Humanities due to SS. At least she would not be that shocked to see that i failed my humans. i wish i could take pure History instead of Geo. His is like so much better with Hitler and all.

i think i better stop babbling here but then once i stop babbling there would be nothing to write so i will just end here yeah?
till another donkey years,hemku.

i used to love Fort Minor but i wonder where they are now. only know that mike is with linkin park now. anyways enjoy this one,

Believe Me by Fort Minor.

believe me - Fort Minor

triangle.

2009-01-29T10:37:00.000-08:00

oh yes,the usual busy me.
i am just wondering how is it that the triple science people have less hw than us the combine science?
ironic,but then again its only the first month of Jan.
just wait you triple science people just wait,till the day comes when you feel the effects of triple. until then i am waiting. whoah. i sound so evil.
so yes,i got a big announcement to make,

i am going to kill the genius who included map reading in geography i swear well in my dreams.

i know 100% that i bomb my Geo test,for goodness sake map reading sucks big time. And the questions were like damn difficult.
well i can say i tried my best. at least i was not sleeping during the test.
how about a round of applause.
despite the fact that i felt at around 1 am in the morning doing that crappy maths. oh did i mention that maths sucks at night,when you are tired and all. oh yes,maths makes you go to sleep at night too. easily in fact,there really no need for sleeping pills. lol,even i also don't know what i was saying back there.
oh yes,we won everybody! (:
can you feel my happiness? no matter what came flying toward me today,i could care no less for them.
see,being happy can totally change the way you think,so be happy people! so after clashing with BMSS. please don't ask me the full school name,really sorry but i kinda of forgot what the full name was. thank goodness this time the referee had short hair. here the thing,no matter how happy there one thing that's very well stuck in my head,my Geo test. its spoiling my mood,arrrrrrrrrrrr. to hell with it i guess. oh i can just picture my mom hounding at me. lord help me then.
this is random i know but sometimes when you get text messages or when you are reading blog,etc written by friends or family or authors and as you read along you can sort of picture how they look like saying or typing the message to you,dont cha,cha? i hope ya get what i mean.
so as i cant think of anything to blog about.
I shall stop here. i know what an amazing way to end,its no wonder that i get so high for compo. i hate endings.

anyway since i usually put either English or Japanese or Korean song,thought i put a Chinese song today,yeah so here enjoy.

F.I.R - 飞行部落

fearless.

2009-01-26T05:07:00.000-08:00

my moms evil in a way. she just made face the most difficult decision in my life.
either way,i lose my hair or a new cloth of my choice.

she knew i really wanted that shirt real bad,and she also knew that am not going to cut my hair again. gosh,i can see where the phrase mother knows best comes from. i was really saving my hair for the next hairstyle which was going to be bob. but then again,the shirt is tempting,make that real tempting, you might say save money for the shirt right,but i am broke as in totally broke. and besides the last time i saw the shirt was in around Jan and they might be like sold out or something.
shoot,hate making decisions mainly the fact that i cant really make up my mind. really,between the shirt or my hair i don't know which to choose. gosh now that i think about it why the heck am i blogging about my little dilemma. but i think i am going for the cut,must be fearless.

oh yes,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
everybody.

i love Chinese New Year,firstly it means holiday,days of relaxation. due to the fact that i am not celebrating it. but then again theres the homework. gosh,i dont rmb a time when i dont have homework nowadays man. seems like everyday there is at least a homework,no matter what sub. also there is the test coming up. thank god,somehow managed to escape failing the histroy test. i was pretty sure i had fail cause i did not even study at all. wondering how on earth am i going to pass pure geo. between his & geo,believe me history is way better. well for me.
so ya,secondly it also means chinese new year food from friends. oh yes. i have a thing for that bbq pork. then again i like all kinds of food.

anyways today was like real fun with tasu,kasi,zulu & sunita di. i dont know why but i think tasu is secretly joker as in joker from batman. when she is near me she makes me laugh non-stop for sometimes no reason at all. just like joker. am i even making sense,right played vb. i was the banana team whle kas's team was the apple team. no idea how the name started.
actually i had like this really big plan to go to the esplanade and maybe who knows the whole of singapore with trish but plans change. so in the end,ironicly was stuck at home.
hey trish,its ok. cheer up babe. theres still next time,if we have the time that is.

& nope lifes fun.
gosh i am such an optimistic.

that should do nicely for today. gotta go.
btw i am going to colplete this blog post with a few things about SHINee. so yes,i touched SHINee AMIGO cd,was damn happy. i would have been in clound nine if it was mines, trishu is sure one proud owner of the CD. LOL. so ya,the pictures are fantastic. MINHO as usual looks sexy,damn. awesome songs,could not stop listening to replay. wish i had bought the CD while i had the change. right & i blabbing. a new habit of mines,that i should stop. yup,bye.
& enjoy this sexy pic of minho.

Just Dance ft. Colby ODonis - Lady Gaga

a series of unfortunate events.

2009-01-23T04:55:00.000-08:00

JUSTICE!

where the heck it went along the thing called luck i don't know. but what i know it disappeared and left me when i had need it the most & that was on that stupid evil day,21 Jan 09. wish i could turn back time but too bad for me i can't.
i really don't know what to say.
but i can tell you this one thing,if you are going to judge something that requires your eyes,i think its best if your hair don't block your eyes,unless you are willing to be hated. & i am serious,people will really will not respect you.
think fair dudes,oh why the bad mood you might ask,heres my answer we lost 2-1in volleyball. the worst thing the last set being 23-25. freak. we worked so hard. not that i am angry at that school,hey tell me who does not want to win? if i were them,i would also having been celebrating right now. but i think lady luck is not in the mood for lucks for beatty and me. karma came biting back to me,big time. i may sound loony but i believe in karma & horoscopes.
& we can kiss good-bye to going to the semi but it alright.

really.

we did our best as a team. and i am very proud that i am part of such a wonderful and awesome team. sure 21 Jan was really a horrible,make that dreadful. there were tears and i could hear heart breaking including mines on the court.
fish,at home don't know why,maybe its the lost or the bad day or that we failed Jerry and our seniors who were there to support us,i just cracked down for awhile. Jerry,our seniors its feels like i have failed them big time.
we should not have lost,we were on par with them all the while.but like Jerry said we were out of luck. & i know i should not say this but all the while and until now i sort of think that the referee was biased. but whats over is over,next year we are going to try harder that's for sure. we will try even harder for the remanding 3 matches.
GO BEATTY!
BEATTY STEADY ACE!

btw congrats to AMKSS,good luck & also Queensway. go for it,i guess?

kill the colour.

2009-01-18T03:44:00.000-08:00

howdy-do.
so yeah,i got kinda of bored with blogspot,since everyone been using it. so to spice up things i changes it to blogdrive,cool huh?
& yes i think i am kinda of forgot about blogging,the blogging bug left me for awhile. and its not like i'm a very free person right now. i think school will kill me before any other illness hit me. also i have a feeling that i am going to be crashing with sky-high pile of homework & burn the midnight oil later. i still got to attend my cousin's party. wish i could just skip it,but then there is my mom,with her it's a important party. meaning i have zero chance of not going to that party. i don't really like going to a social event,full stop. ok maybe some only some social event.
since i use right too much,left,here are the highlight of this week so far.
i think on the top of my list would be volleyball match against Raffles Junior Collage girls in their huge,wait let me change that,making that magnificent and i'm serious.
& i am serious,that school is probably 10 times of my small humble school. could easily get lost in it,i swear. they have 2 sports hall,a swimming pool,dorms,of coze theres the MASSIVE school building,the tennis court,basketball court. let me think,there were more facility than that but thats all i can remember.
i so would not surprised if they have a mini-shopping center next,they already got a 7-11 in there. well who knows.
we had to walk alot before we finally arrive at the sports hall. & i don't that could have been accomplish getting to the hall if we had not asked for direction. so like all the parts of the school,the hall is as big. the thing was when we stepped in we were l like OMG. well i was thinking that inside of my head. what mean go so wow,was the guys playing in there,were robots,well to me. the way they jumped must be a hundred feet off the ground. kidding but it did seem like that,maybe not a hundred but about 50 cm off the ground. plus they were spiking like crazy. really. thats the first time i seen such playing in singapore other than the olympics that is which i watch it in singapore on my 42 inch tv. all that action,4 bloody years i have to wait for that kind of action again. so ya,we played volleyball & lost by one set. not really disappointed,mainly the reason that by the time i reach home,i be skinned alive by mom for being out so late. yup,now that i think about it,that was my only highlight for this week so far. lol.

tournament coming!

nvm,i am so going to crash with homeworks now.seeya. gotta get going.

i just love this song which is really good if you wanna teach somebody to learn colours,trust me on this.

i can sing a rainbow- Delta Goodrem

I Can Sing A Rainbow - Delta Goodrem

paper cut.

2009-01-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

for the first time in my life i have paper cut.
& even though its a small cut,it hurts like hell.
anyways went to see the 'O' level results in the hall yesterday,a lot of A1&2 that top scorer.
wonder how hard she had studied. probably lots & lots to get that results.
blogskin! just when i need a new skin the website breaks down,damn!
anyways need to go,oh my volleyball competition on monday.
OH MY GOSH!
wish beatty luck,i have tons and tons of hw waiting,
goodbye & good morning/evening/night!
where ever you are.

P.S. i just realise how addicting an American drama can be.
i love the ghost whisper,damn nice.
oh right,really goodbye this time.
i feel like changing URL & just deleting this blog.
how?

bump of chicken.

2009-01-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

like usual,i totally ran out of blog title,thus i decided to use Bump Of Chicken,one of my favourite Japanese band,name. yes,really its the band name and i think its cool. what even more cool is their fantastic song. you so have to listen to them,the songs.
yesterday was super duper,mega fun! i had an awesome time. i think there's more people joining vb this year than last year & i am so proud. i loved marching with the uniform group,lol. we are not even suppose to do that. last year,when we marched with the UGs we had a sound scolding. but the scolding felt like one ear go in the other ear go out,coze it was so fun. so there was alot of shouting going on in the canteen & i swear that vb and choir are competing who can shout louder,trying to out do each other,just like how Chinese orchestra & band competes by trying to play louder than each other. thats just how CCA open house works in Beatty.
so here's the pic,i am really sorry but i just don't know to elaborate the whole jolly,merry time.
seriously,i'm damn tired & also i wont be bothered about grammar today. gosh,my English!
so ya after open house,went out for while with Chris,gosh i really miss her and kah poo man. we went to a food court to eat,then i saw this stall selling prawn noodles ans seeing no queue there,so we decided to buy from there but to my shock we had to wait 15 minutes for the food. Apparently the noodles was so popular that we had to order to eat,so ya we waited about 15 min and enjoyed a nice delicious bowl of noodle. then finally headed out to Toa Poyah Library.
i'm suddenly very,very interested in Judo or Taekwondo,i dont know why,for the sudden desire to learn that two martial arts. after getting a good dan grade in Aikido,i am going to head over to learning Judo or Taekwondo,of which i will decide later. then finally,after borrowing books,on Judo and Taekwondo,went home feeling,for no reason extremely happy. wonder why.
so seeya next time & i am seriously addicted to this korean song.
Son Dam Bi - 미쳤어 (Crazy) ft eric

미쳤어 (Feat. Eric) - Son Dam Bi

OPEN HOUSE.

2009-01-09T04:06:00.000-08:00

OH YES,I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW.
I JUST HAVE THIS FEELING IN MY BONES THAT ITS GOING TO BE GOOD.
or i hope it will be awesome.
I'M SO GOING TO TAKE MY CAMERA TO SCHOOL TMR.
all those action must be captured on film.
kidding i am getting hyper for no reason,lol.

damn it,i am feeling kind of pisses off right now,
here the thing,i had just downloaded alot of new fanciful and beautiful fonts from the Internet.
& i was like sort of trying to show every one was new font [ ok,its show offing,i admit. ] and make them jealous,so i used one of the new font on msn.
until i learned that the other person cannot see it. screw. pissed for such a small reason,well i dont really know if i am pissed or upset more but either one.
lol,i really have nothing to post about,oh yes i sort of gotten over Max changmin. but i still have minho to get over with.i have like a really short attention span,so when i like that thing/person/music i cannot forget about it even for a second but after awhile,i will starting loosing interest in them.& ya alot of singers capture my attention like my full attention before my attention on them drop to around 70% depending on how interesting it is. i'm still hooked on to DBSK's MIROTIC even after listening to them like a million times. i also think that i am going to regret not buying that SHINee CD for 20 bucks,damn. if money grew on tree,i would have been filthy rich but damn it does not grow on tree and thus i am not rich. shoot,20 bucks for a CD from korea is cheep compared to when you buy it from major CD stores which cost around 30 plus. i just have just ask trish's friend mother to help me buy from korea when i had the chance. T.T
seriously,i think i need to get off the com and start doing some ~~studying~~ i know i will never really study but maybe learn something new from my textbook. sec 3 is already killing sec 4 die. goodness gracious. oh yes,one more thing,i want to complain about something.
unless you don't mind my rants i suppose you would not read this,anyways the thing is beside our school,there is another school which its canteen happens to be on the same level with my classroom. so every time,in the middle of the lesson,there would be like the smell of fried chicken,friend fries,etc,etc. thus,already we are hungry,and when we smell the food,it send our stomach growling,well at least my stomach growling. they should have their canteen at the ground level! yup,thats my rant,i guess i will post tmr,i hope. seeyo. :D

some rules never stick.

2009-01-08T02:36:00.000-08:00

crap,i just cant help it,i need to get my daily dose of using the computer. And the last few day when i had not used the computer,i had nightmares. just kidding,not that extreme. well its not like i had anytime to use the com,i been really busy,thanks to school and volleyball.

HOLY,HOLY,HOLY!

tournament next week,no time to panic! right,time to panic!!!
omg,i swear i can already feel the 'O' level pressure in sec 3. shoot,school ends like 3 on thurday. oh heck,just wait till they add sub class,oh gosh. see what i mean by pressure?
i think i am going to have a habit of biting nails very soon & i reckon that i would have white hair by the end of next year. right at the very least in the mist of all those stress i can relax thanks to the fact that my teachers are good,very good i have to add this year.i don't know what else to write except that i don't really like my changed sitting arrangement. it suck. i miss 2E1'08 like hell. i have mix feelings about my new class. & the fact that CCA open house is on saturday. i am really going to write about that tmr maybe. oh,yes i had always open houses. be it me being the one helping set up the booths or the one walking around looking at the nice decr at the booths.

so as to end todatday'sboring post,
i have something to say, today's a special day for someone called liz whose husband is i&van. i'm only kidding,she is single and she is old women. yo liz,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
old woman,kidding,please try to be more not serious & try smiling more. you will look awesome,yeah?!

until i say.

2009-01-04T02:27:00.000-08:00

crap,i just found an error in my other skin so i guess i am going to use this skin for while. i love the big bang icons on the side. G-drago look so cute!
i totally ran out of titles to use in my post. so am using my one of my fav song title,until i say by Rie Fu. really beautiful,beautiful voice & damn nice songs. right,i said i will not be updating today,but like most rules,they are meant to be broken,well not all rules but,most of it. i can't imagine living my life following all the rules thrown at me. no way. so anyways i decided that i will blog maybe on every saturday and sunday. well today,i am spamming,my own blog that is, it going to be all about SHINee & Max chingmin. oh did i say,what an evil person i am? haha,i just made trish crazy about Minho from SHINee,well crazy enough to post about him. oh my,what can i say,tall 181,young i think 17,sings & dances,and damn good-looking. And max,great lord i am melting in my sit,even taller,just as cute but more man-ly,also sing and dance flawlessly. both with the ability to break thousands of hearts around the world. damn.

so anyways i finally found out from whose song did SHINee cover for their debut song,LOVE LIKE OXYGEN. a certain fellow,who is equally young as Taemin,who is the youngest member of SHINee by the name of Martin Hedegaard winner of Denmark's X-Factor a show something like American idol. ( Leona Lewis won the British X-factor ) But his song name is show the world. now at least,i can sing love like oxygen but in english only. i still have to listen to that song a million time before i can sing the Korean version. i was had like totally evaporate from my seat when i saw them cove Chris brown's run it. damn you SHINee. so here's the video,prepare to be amazed.

so anyways,here the interview of SHINee. i cannot believe they live together. kind of strange.

1) Living together
SHINee members have been living together for the past 5 months.
All the members each have their own jobs around the house and live in a systematic and fun way.
In the beginning, it was uncomfortable because their living patterns were different. But after they started having conversations with one another right before they went to bed, they learned alot more about eachother.

When Key sees his members eating cold food, he re-heats the food for them.
Because Taemin likes meat, Onew cooks him meat in the mornings and then sends him off to school.

2) First performance memories
Shinee members could not be any more nervous during their first performace rehearsal.
All the lyrics and choreography disappeared from their minds. As soon as they heard ” Shinee come up please” they went onto the stage and saw that all the seats were full of fans. Their parents even came. As soon as they got up on stage, the members shared quick eye contacts with eachother and was able to finish their first performance safely. After they finished their performance, they could feel their body strength loosening up. They say that they will never ever be able forget the feelings they felt after their first performance.

3) School Records
Leader Onew’s best school ranking was being #2 (whole school and class)!
Taemin’s grades are around average. During elementary school he was a president (idk if they mean of his class or something else).
Jong Hyun is currently taking a break from his highschool (for music students).
Minho was above average during his middle school and beginning of high school years, but after concentrating on his training, his grades dropped a little.
Key attends school in Daegu(a city in S. korea), but after going back and forth from daegu to seoul ( for his training), he thinks his grades dropped.

4) When they first received “Nuna is so pretty”
When the members first recieved their title song, they all had huge question marks drawn in their heads. Because none of the members had any experience with this kind of a relationship (I guess they mean an older girl and younger guy relationship), they were concerned on how they should express this song.
Because of this concern, they watched Lee Seungi’s “You’re my Girl” mv alot

5) How much of an age difference can you cover up to (Meaning OLDER girls)
Onew: I like any girl I can call “Nuna”. I can make them feel comfortable.
Taemin: Age really doesn’t matter for me. I once saw something in a book where a really young guy married a grandma. They made it in the guiness book of world records. (it says that all the staff members cracked up when Taemin said this)
Jong Hyun: I can cover up to 5-6 years.
Minho: I can cover up to 8-13 years
Key: I can cover up to 5 years

6) Ideal girl type
Onew: I don’t have an ideal type made out. I think everyone has their own charm.
Taemin: I like Emma Watson from “Harry Potter”
Jong Hyun: I like Yoo In Young (she is a korean actress). I think her pale/white skin and red, thin lips are loveable
Minho: Kim Tae Hee!! Everything about her is perfect.
Key: My ideal type is a girl who is confident and has no trickiness (like girls who act all gentle infront of people but they really aren’t)

7) Atmosphere maker/brightener
Taemin and Key are the Atmosphere makers in the team.
All the other four members think of Taemin really cutely. Taemin doesn’t try to act cute on purpose, but everything he does cannot get any cuter.
Key says alot of humerous things and has a very unique mind. When they are in their car, all the memebrs fatigueness disappears becuase of Key (he must be a funny guy hehe). When Onew says something boring and makes the atmosphere awkward, Key takes over and lightens up the atmosphere (haha that’s so cute).

Becoming role models to their juniors
They want to do their best to become good role models to their future juniors.
Once, TVXQ all came to their practice room and told them that they thought their song was good and gave them advice on how team work is very important. [ ]
Shinee says that they will always take advice from their seniors and develop into becoming better artists.

had loved to post alot of pics but due to time limit i am only going to post a few of them.

minho is so cute even as a child.

Until I Say - Rie Fu

first time

2009-01-03T04:55:00.000-08:00

random title for this post. so here's my first saturday blog post,is going to be long. brace yourself people.
all right,first day of school,the day i had hoped would never come.was damn freaking scared.
the day before,had discussed with kah poo,to meet up at the playground outside school,that gave me a sense of security as i knew that i had someone by my side that morning,at least i would not at school,in the mist of over 100 people standing alone & wishing that i know one of them. hence i met up with kah poo,prayed that everything would go well and flow smoothly.
guess what,the worst thing happened the bus left right infront of my eyes! (so much for a good start) i was at the traffic light waiting to cross the road to get to the bus stop when voom it went pass me. & did i mansion how much i hate that stupid bus 155? it the root of all my near late-ness in school that landed me once in my first and last detention. damn bus takes so long to arrive,like about 15-20 minutes,and once you miss it,you can start to panic unless you miss the first bus. so waited like forever before that damn bus come,but in the end i was only about 5 minutes late in meeting kah poo,who was already at the playground.
then we went inside the school,nothing exciting plus i had been going back school almost every week for volleyball. we quickly spotted our ex-class guys in long pants,all of them were standing near the pond. & when i saw Arkar i could not stop laughing,what a wonder a pair of pants can do to your appearance. if they had not been in my class for the 2 years and also not seeing them play soccer like crazy then i would have mistaken them for sure. they almost looked so tall well way,way more than last year with shorts and not the sporty-soccer crazy type of guys. After that as usual went to the hall,as the programmes started there.
Nothing changed,accept that really horrible sitting arrangement in the hall. when i mean horrible,boy i really,seriously mean horrible and it sucks big time. i mean you have to have sympathy towards the students of my school,sitting in a single file as a class vertically from on end to another end. & what sucked more was we were not sitting like E1,E2,E3,E4,i guess sort of like messed up. whats more is the fact that you can't talk much thanks to fact that you may not know the person beside you and also it difficult to talk to the person infront/behind you without getting caught. i also had another major issue eating my brain,my form teacher. gosh,i was in a frenzy mood.
After two years of suffering under ~~great~~ bad teachers,i had to have a better teacher or i would have a hell of time like last year. so anyway when i found out that my form was my last years science physics teacher,i could have jumped for joy on the spot,i swear.
Finally! then the usual Mr boo speech goes on for hours and hours. horrible plan of the sitting arrangement plan relieved in full details. usual ms fauziah,long discipline briefing and then which by then my mind was wondering already. like they say history repeats itself. (am talking about the long speech & discipline briefing that begins school.)
finally stepped into our classroom for form teachers period for the whole day,do the usual choosing of class committee,talk about 2009,how you want it to be. i almost fainted when i saw the timetable,schools ends like 1430 plus you still have to add the remedial classes and all. oh gosh,i need all the luck i can this year. then went out to eat with chintya,liz and swan met the guys at KFC,went library and tada that was my first day of school. oh my goodness,so long good luck reading. craps,i want to sleep already,i am going to die soon,only had a few hours of sleep. Stayed up doing Mira's birthday card. seeyo next saturday unless really got something interesting.

Forgive Me - Leona Lewis

what happens on the first.

2009-01-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

hello blog reader,
i think i am going to have a new rule.
& that rule which i hope i will not break,not counting today is that,
i will blog on no other day than SATURDAYS.
why saturday & not sunday or other day you may ask,simple i say.
i'm going to be super busy during weekday,thanks to school,so only weekends left.
& i don't think my memory of the whole group will last until sunday & that i just happen love saturdays more.
so seeyo tmr.
I SAW MY TIME TABLE AND I ALMOST FREAKED OUT.
REALLY,ITS GOING TO BE TOUGH.

P.S. first day sort of rawked,will elaborate tmr,promise.

2009

2009-01-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

hello 2009!

oh my gosh panic! panic! tmr got school,panic!

kidding. a whole new year with like a almost totally different class,gosh that not scary not. i am keeping my finger crossing for tomorrow & hopefully my form teacher would be better. That would be like G-R-E-A-T after suffering under a non-english specking form teacher in sec 1 while having a moody teacher in sec 2 that well lets say sort of hated me like how i also loved her. (i'm being sarcastic here ) i'm freaking scared that i would have another amazing teacher for a form again!
damn! i seriously need a better form teacher. [ may Mr boo help me,and grant me a nice teach. ]
i am going to miss my usual gang,all the smarty pants left me & Liz stranded alone in 3E4. oh,i will so miss hanging out with after school in the classroom and how we used to eat out. all so sad man. :(
well them,i suppose i should write down my new years resolutions,though most of them would the same usual one from last year that i have been trying very hard to keep up with.

firstly,
ace my results academically-wise. [ goodness gracious help he in maths! ]
secondly,
grow taller,this will remain in my list until yes hopefully i reach 170 cm!
thirdly,
have a awesome time with my new class and maintain a strong bond with 2E1'08.
fourthly,
oh yes,try to be hardworking as well as being more tidy.
fifthly,
finishing learning how to sing SHINee's songs & mirotic.
sixthly,
hopefully lose some pounds of fats and gain some pounds of money.
seventh and finally,
& lastly cross my heart,that i will be more mature and gain some good,well there must be bad also,experience that i can learn from.

i think this jap song,(translated) is somewhat like what i am trying to say,aside from the wanting to forget part. [ i want to keep 2E1 in my heart! ]
gosh,love the song.

BE FREE - GReeeeN

GReeeeN - BE FREE

The sky at sunset, ah, glows so bright
We were tinged with passion and our hearts drew close, ah

Living off your parents (yeah)
Laughing with friends (yeah)
Time goes by and never comes back
Being in love, worrying (yeah)
Having a dream, “tears”
If only I could live my life with more strength

Spring and summer end, fall and winter arrive
Time is found within an irreversible moment
Even if the world is full of nothing but lies
I know the two of us can make it together

We’ve met but someday we’ll go our separate ways
It felt so normal, I couldn’t believe it
Flowing like clouds, ah

When the “sad rain” has dried (yeah)
I’ll start walking forward again (yeah)
You can’t stop me! Even if my feelings get hurt
Yearning and regretting (yeah)
Loving “tears”
If only I could fly farther, farther away

Somewhere beneath the city’s ashen skies
A crowd of people have forgotten the meaning
That “humanity’s fate” is to meet one another and say goodbye
Finding something and then searching for it

Why do we trouble our hearts. . .
Who wants to cry? Why does it hurt?

In those times we certainly take notice of each other
Our emotions become entangled
And forgiveness leads to healing
As we long for a bit of warmth from each other
Our days are filled with pride
Your days and mine flow towards tomorrow
Towards tomorrow! Towards tomorrow!

BE FREE, let’s leave all the sadness behind
BE FREE, tomorrow will be a fine day! I know in my heart…
BE FREE, the flowing river leaves us behind again today
BE FREE, we’ll surely be stronger tonight

Spring and summer end, fall and winter arrive
Time is found within an irreversible moment
Even if the world is full of nothing but lies
I know the two of us can make it together

BE FREE. . .

& in a cycle again.

2008-12-31T05:18:00.000-08:00

here we are again,a whole new year to face.
a beginning of a new year mean more adventure & excitement for me,also with more stress and hardship in sec 3.
( oh my! sec 3 already! must work damn hard!)
times sure flies,like really,it feels like just yesterday when i was still part of 2E1'08.
still hating the fact that we have to change class,but there's nothing we can do.
they should just let us stick together.
and really sucks when you get your subject combination choice.
but here's one thing:
i hereby end my 2008 blog post with pictures from 2008.

taller.

2008-12-27T04:38:00.000-08:00

all right,i will make a brief summary on how i spent my two day,yeah?
[hopefully i will not turn it into a grandmother story,which i am rather good at telling.]

firstly,for christmas i went out with Tris & Mira.
we actually had a big,big plan of first going to toa poyah just to buy popcorn,then to bishan for the repairing of trishu's phone then finally Orchard road to watch movie,look at the nice christmas decorations & of coze have a fun time there.
but plans do change,& in the end we ended up somehow or other at kallang leisure park where we watch a movie called YES,MAN starring Jim Carrey and yes since its Jim Carrey we are talking about,the movie was funny and unexpected. As usual Jim is a really good actor,hats off to him.
just imagine yourself saying yes to everything people ask you to do no matter how ridiculous the request is. can't imagine,then watch this movie to find out,the funny way on how the word yes can change your life,in a good/bad way. ( i think i'm not making sense,heck care.)
ya apart from travelling from east to west and from west to east,i had a great time with tris and mira,had a wonderful christmas with them.

then the next day,i went Bishan Library with trishu again.
ok,we almost got into big trouble,the thing was that we were going to borrow alot of book so we decided to put some of the books in our bag.
then trish realised she had one of the books that we were going to return so she wanted to go out to return the book while i borrow some of the books until suddenly the alarm went off.
trish look and me and i look at her ,both of us were forzen for a moment,then the librarian called us over then damn! we realised that some of the books we were going to borrow were in trish's bag and we had forgotten to take it out,so we had to explain to the librarian why there were unborroewed library book in trish's bag. luckly he was kind and he understood and did not mistook us for smuggling library books.
And then after we took bus 13 then walked like 5 miles home,ok i am kidding i don't really know how long but all i know is we walked alot & alot.

seriously,i think i have been going out too much,& crap schools starting already!
damn new year should have been on friday,then we could enjoy 3 days of mini-holiday instead of holiday,go school then weekends. right,i dont know if i sould correct but ya get what i mean yeah?
anyways,i think i will stop babbling here,until next time.
[ i'm busy with my new skin and maybe url for 2009. ]

CHRISTMAS PHOTOS:

feast your eyes on this cute cupcakes,and now your mouth is staring to water,muhaha,the cupcakes were really good.

after getting out of bus and walking:

carp my tougue look so long.

random.

guess whoses is whose.

our newly bought handphone strips.

CHRISTMAS.

2008-12-25T05:34:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

may santa grant all your wishes. [ & were you naughty or nice this year?]

hello fellow humans & other beings,
i'm not going spoilt today wonderful post of which is only wishing you merry christmas,
new years still far,so i am not going to say about new year,
[ do catch my blog makeover yeah? ]
so hence i will blog every single tiny thing about what happen today maybe tmr or who know next,next time,depending on my mood.
i am kinda of tired & also feeling lazy today so yeah,seeyo.
&& hope you been good this year.

christmas in the air.

2008-12-24T04:21:00.000-08:00

yes,it that one time of the year,where wherever you go you will most of the time hear songs like jingle bells,Santa Claus is coming to town,and many more. yes,people it's

CHRISTMAS!
oh righy :)

yes Christmas is tmr and unlike other western countries,its going to be a sunny,no snow Christmas in our super sunny Singapore. [ rather a pity as i would love to experience the 4 season but ya too bad Singapore was positioned near the equator. ]
anyways,i'm going out tmr for Christmas with trish & mira.

apart from Christmas,i am getting ready for New Year's. hence,without saying that's the reason for the skin,i'm going to change my skin on 010109 & i am changing everything on my blog apart from my url,i want to change url but i just changed it so,yeah.
so i guess for now there would be no tag box but you can comment at the bottom of each post,yeah?
& i sort of like this skin also but lets see how it goes. ( on weather to use this skin or change. )
&& one more thing that's bugging my mind so hence i am going to let it out,

I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE SCHOOL'S STARING IN ABOUT 1 WEEKS TIME!

seriously it feels like i just left school yesterday for the holidays,time flied way too fast,well for me anyways.
An d i have mixed feeling weather to be happy or sad at the fact schools next week,moreover its not like i can decide to continue my holiday and not go school.
[ i will be dead,firstly i don't think i have the guts to play truant and i like to learn new things,yes even crappy subjects like Social Studies which i feel have little use to be but who know maybe i will need in the future and secondly my parents will skin we alive and send my luggage packing for a one-way ticket to Nepal where i don't think i will have a sweet life as i have in Singapore. ]
hence it's school for me one way or other.
& i think i ran out of thing to say so i am stopping here.
can't wait for tomorrow! :D
( by the way unless your name is santa and you are willing to grant my wish,here's some golden word: Don't bother continue reading. )

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Dearest Santa,
though i do have much faith on your existence with your flying raindeers and all,i am writing to tell you that I think that i been a good girl staying out of trouble all year,who hopefully have made it to your list of good kids who deserve a gift or two,& yes santa dear i'm still pretty much a kid on the inside.
please please come over tonight with my gift! I got your favourite cookies and hot chocolate and you can assume that my window will act just fine as your chimney,coze i ain't got a chimney but i made my window presentable for your arrival,all nice.
& i 'frid i have a long list but since i being a nice girl who understand that other sweet children also need gifts and that you are doing this job single handed,not to mention the fact that there are 1000 children around the world who wants gifts from you like i do ( you must have super-speed-fast-like-flash raindeers to have made it all over the world for christams ),i will just name a couple of wishes,yeah?

First on my list would be : either

Cannon PowerShot G10IS
with 14.7 mega pixel,sweet.

or

Cannon EOS 40D
( to tell you the truth santa this one would be even better.)

yes,as you can see santa,i love photography,and a new camera would be really nice. (not that i have any camera now apart from my handphone's)
& it will really save me the trouble of borrowing the family camera,which i so often use that it full of pictures i took only and my moms starting to complain.
so hence santa it would be really great/amazing/fantastic & many other nice word if i can get a new camera especially Cannon EOS 40D.

& next on my list would be :

I WANT RIE FU'S,HOME MADE KAZOKU'S,DBSK'S,SHINEE'S,YUI'S & CHEMISTRY CDS!

pity they don't sell CDs from those artiste in Singapore. they rock!

it would be nice if i have new CDs santa,i use more of those stuffs.

& finally santa,i would love to have :

a chance to meet Rie Fu,Home made kazoku,minho & finally max changmin.
~~& after one of them shakes my hand,i am not going to wash my hand,kidding!~~

i guess that all for the time being,until next year. till then santa,i will be a good girl.

merry christmas santa!

with love,
hemku/hemkhama. (:

100 - 3 things.

2008-12-21T01:12:00.000-08:00

to occupy one self's people do all kinds of stuff,its a fact.
i mean i don't know what others do but i got one my best friend,the amazing computer to help me get rid of the boredom when i'm not up to something.
hail the person who invented the computer,and not just computer but i guess the Internet as well. seriously and frankly,i can't imagine life without the com and Internet. you can say i am hooked with it.
Anyways was sort of blog ~~hopping~~ (my cramps just got worse.#%&%) surfing when i found this on an anonymous blog.

First, identify yourself as right- or left- brain person:
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.

Left thumb below the right thumb: left brain
Right thumb below the left thumb: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.
Look at your hands.

Right arm above left arm: left brain
Left arm above right arm: right brain

Based on 1 and 2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left: Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctively read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

Right-Right: Straightforward. Once decided on something, they will take action right away. Very curious and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others. They will filter in only what they want to hear in a conversation and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left: Dedicated, cold, perfectionist. Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of pride and feels strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right: Likes to take care of others, the leader type. Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool, calm nature and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

i was right-left,i guess.
& since i was bored i also decided to 100 quizzes,super me,yeah?
unless you are willing to know more about me,it's better if you don't continue reading,yeah?

[1] Name: Hemkhama Rai

[2] D.O.B: 1 October 199*

[3] Address: I’m your next door neighbour.

[4] Blood Type: you don't have to know.

[5] Height: 163 cm ( but don't worry I have yet to grow up to my full potential,and I am drinking lots and lots of milk,& hopefully that helps.)

[6] Weight: don't you know asking a women her weight is as bad as asking her for her age?

[7] Shoe Size: i don't know which country size 7. ( & I seriously see no point in this question)

[8] Character: How would I know? (& don't you dare try judging me,ya hear? or i will screw you)

[9] Dream: ...

[10] Specialize In: Drama,oh yes,life with drama is b-o-r-i-n-g. oh ya creaking trouble is also my special loved/hated talent.

[11] Hobbies: reading,photography & just entertaining myself.

[12] When You Have a Bad Mood: firstly curse. & then go in deep thinking mood and start scribbling hard big time on a piece of a poor paper.

[13] Fav. Artist: i am too many and no way am i gonna list all the could be over 100 fav artiste of mines so i am just putting one and that is,home made kazoku. ( bet ya never heard of them.)

[14] Fav. Flower: i love all flowers,just like how i love mother nature. :)

[15] Fav. Food: i eat everything except some green stuff called veges. (but broccoli is ok.)

[16] Fav. Fruit: lemon. orange & almost every other nice fruits.

[18] Fav. Comic: i don't think you want a whole list of 100 mangas here,right?

[20] Duration of sleep: Depends.

[21] What Kind of Boys Do You Like: Let's not talk about this shall we? (unless i happen to be interested in you & i am straight!)

[22] First Love: I don't have to tell you,really.

[23] People Whom You Respect: my family,friends & all people who made life better for the humans. (:

[24] Sports You Are Good In: I have no idea. But i know not anything that has to do with lots of jumping. (like long jump.)

[25] Music That You Like: all types of music,& yes even classical.

[26] Fav. Brand: any,mix & match baby. ( not like i have any fav)

[27] Time When You Are In Best Condition: Anytime. Except for Morning. (disturb me and you are as good as dead,yeah?)

[28] First Thing You Do When You Wake Up: listen to music using my phone which would be by my side as i drift back to and fore dreamland.

[29] Things you will do before you sleep: read a book & blog,try to sing korean/japanese song.

[30] Fav. number: 7 (like they say it's heaven)

[31] Fav season: autumn (not too hot & not too cold,just nice)

[32] Religion: i see no point in you knowing.

[33] What you will think when you see your reflection in the mirror: I don't wish to share it.

[34] Fav. Color: rainbow.

[35] Good points about you: i will leave this up to you.

[36] Bad points about you: lazy,and like i say will leave this to you.

[37] Fav. Country: the whole world,every country is unique and special in thier own ways.

[39] Fav. Accessories: i really can't choose one.

[40] Dishes you are good at: rice,eggs? Instant noodles?

[41] Fav. Food: Wasn't i asked this before?

[42] Other language you are good at: i have yet to even to master Nepalese.

[43] What you want to do with your boyfriend: i don't know as i am single,meaning to say i have yet to fall in love deeply enough to get myself a boyfriend.

[44] Things you want to give to your boyfriend: no comments. but i guess it would be my love 100%. :D ( i don't think i am making sense.)

[45] Things that you want: unless you are willing to me all that i want which will surly exceed the list of 100,then would i be willing to type out everyone of them but i do want LOVE. :D

[46] Fav. Korean Food: since i have only eaten ramen,i guess that would be the fav.

[47] Things you want from your boyfriend: what he has to offer and his 100%

[48] Cellphone greeting: do i have to say this?

[49] Ringing tone: life goes on side k by chemistry.

[50] Ringing tone for the person calling: Afternoon of konoha – Toshiro Masuda

[51] Brand of cellphone: Sony Ericsson w910i walkman phone.

[52] What kind of dressing style do you prefer: Comfortable yet stylish.

[53] Fav. Sleeping position: On my side,i guess.

[54] When will you think of giving up: i try to push myself,i guess?

[55] How many times have you given flowers to girls: I don’t do that or people will think i am physic unless giving as in a friends sort of way.

[56] How many times have you received flowers from boys: 0. unless you count my dad and bro then maybe more than have i receive any flowers.

[57] What’s attractive about you: I don't know. (try asking that to yourself.)

[58] What do you think others think of you: ordinary with a knack for trouble.

[59] Which member do you live with from SM: i don't want to live with any of then with just knowledge from articles and facts written about them but i really don't mind meeting DBSK and SHINee and who know maybe then after knowing would i maybe wanna live with them.

[60] Which member from SJ(Super Junior) are you close with: i don't really have anything like or hate for SJ,they are just like any other normal artiste to me.

[61] Which DBSK member do you think is cute: max changmin!

[62] Which SHINee member do you think is best looking: minho!

[63] Which DBSK member do you think has the best complexion: i don't know,maybe hero? (to me all of them have nice skin as in pimple-free,crystal clear,damn!)

[65] Which SHINee member is best at talking: Key or Onew either one.

[67] How many times do you call back to your family: I dunno. (it's not i like don't live with them and not see them 24/7)

[68] Do you get angry easily: Yes. I guess. It really depends.

[69] Things you will never eat: taboo foods is no!

[70] Easily sick: not really.

[71] Things you want to learn: i am greedy and i want to learn how to play all musical instruments!

[72] People whom you want to thank: my family,friends & all other people who made my life happier and easier.

[73] What is the happiest time in your life: everyday,i am a happy person.

[74] What do you think of money: Money buys you happiness. Only for a moment. & they don't grow on trees.

[75] What do you do when you miss home: music with pen and paper solves everything. (:

[76] Did you cry recently: nope,don't think do.

[77] How did you do in your first performance: Of?

[78] Do you like yourself on stage or off stage: firstly have yet to perform on stage and this question look like its for some star which i am not.

[79] Will you join in drama or movie: 100% drama,a musical that would be,even though i'm not the best singer.

[80] What kind of chinese culture dance do you like: sorry but i have yet to see a chinese culture dance.

[81] Which part of you do you think is the best: my minds blank so i don't know?

[82] Are you a patient person: Nope. not really,it kinda of depends.

[83] How often do you come online to check your messages: i hardly open my mail unless there is an important message as i dislike sending those chain mails i have in my mailbox.

[84] How much is your monthly allowance: $2 a day? (not that much but it all i have?)

[85] Fav. Animals: dog & wolf though i love all animals,really.

[86] Fav. Tidbit: Chocolate,anything junk and fattening. (:

[87] The latest time you ate: i don't eat and look at the time,eating should be done slowly to enjoy every bits of the food,for me.

[88] What character do you see in when you are dating: Yann Margoza from the red necklace by sally gardner. (love her books)

[90] Name Given by others: if you mean nicks,erm hem,hemku,hambuger,hemma & lots of other stuffs,when they can't pronounce my beautiful name.

[92] What kind of fans you like: i am really not sure if i have any fans.

[93] What kind of fans you hate: i will be honored to have fans. (:

[94] Things You want to say to your fans: NO FANS. were my hints that bad?

[95] New Year Greetings: 2009,hello my year of domination?

[96] New Year Wish: To Make My Mum And Dad Proud. & make the best of 2009.

*questions 97 -99 were not in it…*

[100] Gift That You Want to Receive: Love & everything on my wish list.

in the end it was only 97 quizzes but never mind,seeyo,and you could do the quiz if you are bored.

if pigs can fly.

2008-12-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

i am just using the computer after laughing my head off with trishu,mira,zulu,samiksha and tasu.
finally got a chance to meet tris after she came back from the UKs.
had quite a bit to catch with her,its just so fun catching up with old friends,had this and that to talk about. we played volleyball together and ~~boy~~ girl am i tired.
tasu kept on making us laugh. we had one heck of a jolly good time.
right now i am having serious cramps,and its not from playing volleyball no its all thanks to that bloody kangaroo jump or kangaroo whatever you call that hop or walk.
i don't know how to describe the jump/hop,and even if i knew how to describe the hop/jump i certainly won't blog about it,as i am freaky/duck-ly/fishing pissed off at that !@%$& instructor for asking us to do it.
why?
first,we look stupid,tell me who looks fine while trying to imitate a kangaroo or just any animal while trying to hop and balance oneself.
& secondly,it resulted in super major bad cramps. damn!
geez is all thanks to him,oh did i say how much i wanted to kill him? [ too bad the only thing that is stopping me now is that fact that he is a 3rd dan aikidoka. & while i a brown belt which is good belt,will look like a ant that can be crushed easily if i am ever to go against him in a fight to death battle but maybe one day . yeah get what i mean right? ]
all righty to make up for my crappy blog post here are some interesting funny weird facts i found,was bored and yeah just randomly searched for weird facts.
so here are some facts:

1) A snail can sleep for three years.
holy!what an awesome life but rather boring.
2) In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's nuclear weapons combined. nice!
3) Turtles can breathe through their butts.
can YOU imagine breathing through your butts,nope don't think so.
4) Most lipstick contains fish scales.
like ewwwww,gross but facts are facts.
5) Ants never sleeps.
wow,amazing i say,much have drank lots and lots of coffees.
6) The tune for the "A-B-C" song is the same as "twinkle,twinkle little star".
that was random and i just realised that!
7) Chocolate contains the same chemical, phenyl ethylamine that your brain produces when you fall in love.
no wonder we all love chocolate somehow or other. you just fall in love with it.

haha and since 7 is my favourite number,i am just gonna list 7 facts but for more check out these website for some awesome and amazing facts:

http://www.stunning-stuff.com/last-funny-facts.html
http://www.funfunnyfacts.com/fun-facts/funny-weird-facts.html

& if you watch Jamie at home,(the cook show)
you will find this song familiar,
enjoy (:

My World - Tim Kay

lost & found.

2008-12-19T05:29:00.000-08:00

yes,i got lost for a moment today but as usual i found my way somehow or other.
i think i got a knack for trouble and anything related to not the word correct/right.
today had a match against PCS. [i completely forgot the school name but since the short form was written on their ball,i kind of rmbed that.]
oh ya did i mention that we were playing against guys?
& what shocked me the most was that they were damn strong despite being somewhat skinny and really now i really,really believe that guys mature more slowly than girl.
shocking but they were like fighting in the middle of the game as in like pulling each other hair,really and i really don't know of they were doing it for fun.
plus we had doubt if the setter dude was gay or not.
oh ya,back to my missing lame adventure.
right,so my fiend told me i could take bus number 62 from my house,so ya i took it before even seeing the bus route on the board at the bus stop.
huge mistake.
at first,i got off the correct stop then i did not recognised the place so get back on the same bus again,which was embarrassing but i had no choice but to take the same bus as i was going to be late.
in the end i got off two stop after my suppose to be destination,super me.
then what luck i had time to kill,then i realised that i still had like 15 minutes more to get there. [and to think that all the rushing went down the drain]
good thing that the stops were near-by or i was screwed. [oh ya good thing i did not get lost]
oh ya we wonnnnnnnn!
but somehow that win did not feel so good,like there was no thrill in the game.
unlike the CHIJ match,wow that was one of the best even though we lost,it was a fun game.
all the thrill was there until the last point.
anyways i think thats all for today.
other than my mis-adventure nothing else happened.
the same old usual stuffs and wait lastly one more thing,
unless you like dramas,i won't advice you to read this part. :D

THE KOREAN VERSION SOMEWHAT KILLED THE BOYS OVER FLOWER/METEOR GARDEN/HANAYORI DANGO GOOD IMAGE.
I MEAN COME ON.
THE JAPANESE DID THE BEST JOB,AMONG,AS IN CHARACTER LOOK-ALIKE BUT I DON'T REALLY LIKE THE KOREAN GUYS FOR THE ROLE.
SURE THEY ARE GOOD LOOKING BUT JUST DON'T SEEM RIGHT.

anyways since that's just me think,better judge it yourself,
here's the trailer.

headache kills.

2008-12-17T21:49:00.000-08:00

i wanna swear big time,i have a killer headache going on.
it's eating my head,well the inside of my head,that is.
i'm finally blogging after awhile,
was too lazy and also too involved with my new found Japanese dramas.
i love,here is greenwood! it one of the best dramas i watch.
go catch it people until next time people,
sorry for the crappy post but greenwood is calling me,bye bye.

cafe mocha hot.

2008-12-08T01:18:00.000-08:00

here I'm sitting down in a not that soft nor not that hard chair,
sitting in front of the computer,
testing out the new-ly installed safari Internet,
and comparing it with Mozilla FireFox and the normal Internet.
& thus i reach my verdict that Mozilla FireFox is the best,hands down after a long and hard battle inside my head between the pros and cons of each net.
(really moz is the best)
And another thing,i am plain bored & thus i am depending on Korean Show to entertain me.
Thus here i am now looking at Max Changmin and thinking DAMN!
he is so hot/sexy,even with those geeky glasses,he is definitely one of the most drop-dead gorgeous guy.
thought he also looks a bit like Jerry of the F4,no kidding there. (evidence at the bottom)
&& also thinking at the same time how G-dragon looks ALOT like a person i know,except that he,G-drago dude wears too much eyeliner.
Even thought he can pull off a gay eyeliner just fine,it just creeps me when i sort of see guys putting make-up no matter how well they can pull.
& well thats just me thinking.
i really dont know what else to blog about. help? well,i am in k-pop mode,so people,
be aware this post is going to be juicy about maybe not the latest but ya news. (you can say somewhat latest thanks to that wonderful channel arirang.)
sorry,i know that i write too much about k-pop already but i really don't know what to post about!
ok,first let me scream,
OH MY GOD,YOU SHOULD TOTALLY LISTEN TO THEM WHEN THEY,SHINee DO COVERS!
I ALMOST FAINT AFTER HEARING THEM DO DBSK'S MIROTIC (that song already sounded sexy enough,loved max voice. so when SHINee did a cover,fire away dudes).
& i have a feeling that my brother is thinking i have gone crazy thanks to that scream that i could not stop from escaping my mouth when i heard ONew and Jonghyun singing NE-YO's because of you. need to cool down asap,oh ya also when Max sang a very small part of my heart will go on,oh gosh. DAMN! they should get sued for breaking innocent girls hearts.

i think i will stop here,before i get too caught up about max or SHINee,
but do listen to SHINee's because of you in their wonderful Korean accents. :D

don't they look similar?

& finally SHINee's verson of because of you by NE-YO.

Because of you by Neyo - Onew and JongHyun

genius in the making.

2008-12-04T01:24:00.000-08:00

oh right~
here comes me,future dancing queen.
(though i suspect myself that i will never be dancing queen,especially when i dance like a robot)

i think i should learn how to dance no matter how much i such at it.
stupid TAEMIN,you beast how can you dance like that and make me feel so inferior.
No wonder you wore a T-shirt going wicked,bet it to tell all those girls out there that you are a cute beast that can turn into a dancing monster.
CRAP there i go again about SHINee,seem like they have stolen my heart especially that flame guy,MINHO!
as usual,I'm web surfing,still thinking when to visit swan at her work place,missing the gang called gang,doodling my time away,get hooked on to the lasted comic that caught my heart Ouran High School Host Club,also extending my brain with music mostly K-Pop (seems like its K-Pop fever now but i still love J-POP).
I swear i am gaining weight,with all those all too delicious but weight gaining snacks or junk food for short.
like Liz said when i told her i can't fit some of my jeans before she went China for holiday,its a sign that you should start exercising.
True,i have not been exercising ever since volleyball training ended before december. The only exercising i did was in Volleyball during P.T. other than that nada on more exercising for me.
shoot i'm babbling but ya whatever.
i am bored to death even though i somehow love the bored feeling as well,i mean its ways better to slack than stress yourself out with work at school,right?
i really dont know what to write about,man.

eripmav is evol

2008-11-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

warning:the following post is only hemku's rants.
viewer discretion is advised

i am truly sick of VAMPIRES.(i truly am)
i do recall when there was a time when i was crazy about vampires so much as to change my old blog url from elle-amor to eripmav-is-evol (vampire-is-love).
But now i am truly sick of hearing the name EDWARD CULLING & BELLA and anything related to vampires and the book twilight!
everywhere i go its,hey twilight's out but do you know its NC16,i want to watch...
& if you mention the name Edward,ya i get replies that say the actor is hot/cute/sexy and bla,bla...
i totally think the movie kills the book.
i mean the Edward that i had imagine looks nothing like the Edward in the movie and in the book they describe Edward to be hot/cute/sexy beyond imagination.
& like i don't know,i feel that sometimes,things that are in a book are meant to be in a book and not on silver screen,yeah?
&& the other thing is how the different is the story plot in the movie is from the one in the actual book,that could also very well kill the book.
Like when you were expecting that to happen but it did not and its kinda of disappointing cause you wanted that to happen but it did not. Right this can be a good and a bad thing. But i guess for me it kinda of bad,yeah?
oh one more thing i must have bad karma,of all the people i can meet when i go out,i met that person. Right the one who hates me most in Aikido,that sensei.
Let just say that i am his cup of tea,and neither is he mines.
i hate him,ok maybe hate is too strong,let just say dislike.
he is damn fishing,firstly i think he has something against girls,really,he must love lecturing girl.
meaning he waste lesson time,and blame us when we did nothing wrong and he loves making us look bad.
Secondly,he practise favouritism,how fair is that. There is this guy,whom i also feel like killing sometimes and the sensei would again yak aways saying why can't you guys be like him,he is bla,bla,bla...oh right,like i wanna be as serious as that guy.
Thirdly,i think he hates me the most and scolds me for half the time no reason. Fine you can scold when i do something wrong but not when i am doing it correctly,i bet he does that to make me look like a total ass,you know how adult sometimes wants to look like they are right everything.
I WANT TO KILL HIM.
now i'm punching myself for being happy about Uncle A,a.k.a the head instructor of our dojo,for going Nepal. Screw why must he leave at this time?
WELL AT LEAST HE RESPECT US & DOES NOT PRACTISE FAVOURITISM.
** panting after all the screaming. Ya its good to let it out man!
i actually wanted to rant about alot of thing but i seem to have completely forgot about what to rant,so ya i will stop here & i guess you are bored by my rant already.

i think i am in love with old rock,oh i love Joan Jett.
THE GOOD OLD DAY,BABY!
The singer of the famous i love rock and roll song,ya that song totally rocks!
go girl rocker!

Hate Myself For Loving You - Amanda Overmyer
I Hate Myself For Loving You - Joan Jett

i ain't gonna live forever.

2008-11-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

i'm going ahead.

i am going to cut my hair short,it going to be now or never.
i mean i will get a hair cut before i start changing my mind,and i'm real good at changing mind.
so tomorrow before volleyball i am going to kiss my somewhat medium good-bye.
please don't be shocked people if i end up looking like a guy. (fingers-crossed)
i am damn upset,thanks to the fact that i could not visit swan while she was busy earning money.
stupid,i should not ask that person.
(well i was the smart one who decided to call that person,so it my fault.)
i am really pissed off.
i am so sorry swan to disappoint you,i promise i will visit you ASAP after you finish your what ever course.
& i am rotting away at home and thinking how nice it woulf have been if i was oversea.
anyways here are the pictures guys,i know i took very long,sorry about that!

oh ya click on the picture to enlarge,yeah?

1 2 3 4 - Feist

One Two Three Four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless, long nights
That was what my youth was for

Oh teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing
But they want some more

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

Sweetheart, bitter heart
Now I can't tell you apart
Cozy and cold
Put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes
Who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up
To one little lie

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then (X2)

Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are
Oh, oh, oh
You're changing your heart
Oh, oh, oh
You know who you are....................

Who you are...........
(Whoohoo!)

if i had a short hair.

2008-11-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

i am currently stuck in a DILEMMA.
should i cut my hair short as in really short?
( cause the last time i checked my hair length,it is only at my shoulder level & hence somewhat concerned short. )
& i am thinking and thinking over and over again with one question,
should i or should i not.
& that question is burning my brain,funny how a simple question could burn my brain.
oh great now there is a big hole in my brain.
one that is enabling me from thinking what to write too.

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i wanted this hair style butmy mom is against it.

gosh,star-struck.

2008-11-17T20:29:00.000-08:00

this is gonna be quick. I have like Volleyball training later.
ya,well almost my whole holiday is eaten by Volleyball i know,but i be thankful it's at 3 and not 8 in the morning.
luck the other holiday training are all in the afternoon except for the late training which is on 30th dec then it is at 8 in the MORNING!
Anyways i realised most of my post are about music and sorry to say,today's one is also about music.
Holidays is like so boring. When there is school,you wish there is holiday,then when it school time you wish it's the holidays. Screw. Its just like when you have long hair you want to have short hair then when you have shory hair you want to have long hair.
oh yes i got something to say:

somebody help.

my first reason asking for help,i am rotting at home,somebody quick plan something interesting,yeah?
secondly,I'm star-struck.
[ WARNING: the below post only contain writing of a certain SHINee. ]
crap,why did i ever watch that channel (airang or something like that) that day?
If i never watch that channel i will never know SHINee,then i would not have gone all crazy for them. Wait,before you start thinking i mean going crazy for them in FAN-IDOL kind of way,yeah?
Damn their new single A.MI.GO is sooo,soooo sexy!
All of themmmmmmmmm. damn,i bet they purposely wore sweaters that looks like the one your granny makes to catch innocent girls heart which also includes my innocent heart.
that Jonghyun wore pink and he still looks sexy?
& oh my goshhhhhhhhhh,she touched Minho! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...she TOUCHED him!!!
Minho is like the best!
he is CUTE,HOT,TALENTED I GUESS? COZE WHEN HE SING & DANCE I BET GIRLS ARE ALL DOODLING,THAT INCLUDING ME AND LASTLY HE IS SUPER,MEGA TALL ( 181 TO BE EXACT.)
too bad he does not know English i think. If you go to their website,
http://shinee.iple.com/
they do not reply fans in English,only Korean. Damn,they should learn English so that their non-English fan can catch up with them.
Anyways,i think i talk too much about them already and it's about time to get ready for Volleyball.
Till next time & i forgot to add.
here is the biography of SHINee members.

Onew (온유 or 温流) (The Leader)

Birth name: Lee Jinki (이진기)
Birth date: December 14, 1989 (age 18)(1989-12-14)

Jonghyun (종현 or 鐘鉉) (Bling Bling)

Birth name: Kim Jonghyun (김종현)
Birth date: April 8, 1990 (1990-04-08) (age 18)

Key (키) (The Almighty Key)

Birth name: Kim Kibum (김기범)
Birth date: September 23, 1991 (age 17)(1991-09-23)

Minho (민호 or 珉豪) (Flaming Charisma)

Birth name: Choi Minho (최민호)
Birth date: December 9, 1991 (age 16)(1991-12-09)

Taemin (태민 or 泰民) (The Youngest)

Birth name: Lee Taemin (이태민)
Birth date: July 18, 1993 (age 15)

& finally their new song that got me all,speechless. ( they can dance like ...well lets just say that they are great dancers)
&& Jonghyun makes the word sexy sound sexier thanks to his voice.

welcome to world music war one.

2008-11-16T03:00:00.000-08:00

today's post is completely related to music,but not songs from the UK nah neither from the US.
today it is entirely Asian music.
& i got today's post was inspired by YouTube.
yeah,there was this video,which was like J-pop vs K-pop.
nah,i have no favourites there,i love both K & J-pop,both are unique in their own ways.
& i also believe that people should not talk bad about another country music online just because they don't like it. Fine you don't like it,but you can just shut your mouth about it,yeah? Some comments are just meant to be kept to yourself. I mean how would the person feel if they saw the comment,not good,yeah? Anyways that's just me thinking about online comments.
coze there was this comments that said something like Korea never copied the Japanese monkeys. That was terrible. Oh well,like they say freedom of speech misused.
yeah,since there is nothing to post about so i decided to write about this.
below are some of the song picked from both countries of different genre,i hope you like them,yeah?

first for Hip Hop,i just love both of the groups,they are definitely my favourite from both countries. I just love BIG BANG fast beat,so catchy while HOME MADE KAZOKU is smooth with meaningful words (even though it is in Japanese)

first from KOREA,
BIG BANG!

바보 - BIGBANG

& from JAPAN.
HOME MADE KAZOKU!

Take It Easy - HOME MADE KAZOKU

& for 2 men group,
from JAPAN.
CHEMISTRY!
空の奇跡 / Sora No Kiseki - CHEMISTRY

& from the KOREAN side,
BROWN EYES!

With Coffee - Brown Eyes

representing girl power from KOREA is
LEE HYORI.

Anystar - Lee Hyori

& JAPAN is
UTADA HIKARU.

This Is Love - Utada in Concert

for girl group from JAPAN is,
PERFUME.

Electro World - Perfume

for KOREA is,
WONDERGIRLS.

원더걸스-so_hot(방송용리믹스).mp3 - wondergirls

For boy band its,
SHINee for KOREA.

Noona Nomu Yeppo (Replay) - SHINee

for the JAPANESE it's,
HEY!SAY!7!!

BON BON - Hey!Say!7

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..DONE!
i guess? haha..i ran out of idea,yeah?
If my lazy brain comes up with more songs,i be sure to post it.

changing

2008-11-15T03:41:00.000-08:00

i know it's not even 2009 but yet,yet I'm like already missing 2E1.
guess what,i know i totally forgot blog about this but I'm in 3E4 next year.
with Kasi and again with Liz,Valerie,Razin & Edwin kho. Screw,i don't think my school will allow me to take A-maths ever,even after i try appealing to them.
where is helping their students and believing in them gone to?
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...can't imagine the guy in long pants. Wonder if they are still going to be as playful as this year. Hard to imagine that one year has pass so easily.
Will miss everybody. The gang called gang. The JACE,MADNESS and tze ching's gang.
hope 2E1 will always be remembered forever!

in serious need of a coder.

2008-11-12T02:47:00.000-08:00

hello any coders out there?
I'm in need of coder,yeah for my skin and to teach me how to skin yeah?
well what can i say,busy as ever and staying at home is a never,just kidding.
Went snow city with Kasi,Hira and Zhong Ci,had fun with the snow. wish i was in Nepal,where there is real snow. not that i don't like snow city but everyone can get home sick once in a while,right?
then came the big eaters of my darling holiday,
VOLLEYBALL TRAINING.
Monday,early in the morning training,was late for it. But thank goodness ~~lady luck~~ Jerry was in a good mood so i did not get any suicide running.
& yes like the name says it is really suicidal,like killing yourself by running instead of ropes or weapons,etc.
Since it rained,gym training. And guess what for once i wound rather have PT than gym because the next day i felt as if i grew 10 years older and i kid not. Had back pain and all.
Then the next day had Volleyball outing where we bound up with each other at all sunny Sentosa.
yup the sun,the sand and the sea.
we playing amazing race,right,bet my group [ yvette,zhong ci,me,zhi ying & julia] looked dorky when we sang the school song on the top of our lungs at the first station and not forgetting all those stupid poses in the next two station.
Then the next day had training again,i escaped being late by the skin of my teeth. ( did i say it correctly?) Jerry was like driving through the school gate while me and kasi was frantically trying to get to the canteen before Jerry and we just made it on time.
Then had ball skill training and learned that i have to learn from scratch how to serve.
Finally,the next day could rest.
& i just slacked the day by. hahaha,actually kasi was asking me to go jogging. i was like pretending to pray that it will rain later but guess what yup the gods had answered my prayers and it was like all thunderstorm that night as it rained and rained.
i can see where the saying be careful what you wish for comes from.
then friday,came and this is the day i want to complain about.

FRIDAY WAS THE DAY WHICH WE WERE SUPPOSE TO GO BOWLING WITH SOME OF THE GIRLS AND THE GUYS AT 10 AT KALLANG LESURE PARK,
THEN CRAP,CAME THE SMS A DAY BEFORE THE BOWLING THINGY SAYING THAT SAID CHIJ ST.JOPEST CONVENT WANTED A FRIENDLY MATCH AT THEIR SCHOOL AT 11 TO 3 ON THE SAME DATE.
SCREW,ACTUALLY HAD A CHOICE IF I WANTED TO GO THE FRIENDLY MATCH BUT THEN IT FELT SORT OF LIKE I DON'T KNOW IF I DID NOT GO FOR THE FRIENDLY MATCH,HEY I'M A VERY COMMITTED PERSON,YA NOE?
THEN HAD TO CANCELL EVERYTHING,MANLY ONLY 3 GIRLS INCLUDING ME AND THEN CANCELL.
MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. NEVER MIND THERE IS STILL THE DECEMBER HOLIDAY DAY.

Anyways thats all my rants for today,
till next time,seeyo.

Never Miss a Beat - Kaiser Chiefs

NEVER MISS A BEAT-Kaiser Chiefs

What did you learn today? (I learned nothin')
What did you do today? (I did nothin')
What did you learn at school? (I didn't go)
Why didn't you go to school? (I don't know)

It's cool to know nothin'
It's cool to know nothin'

Television's on the blink (there's nothin' on it)
I really wanna really big coat (with words on it)
What do you want for tea? (I want crisps)
Why didn't you join the team? (I just didn't)

It's cool to know nothin'
It's cool to know nothin'

Take a look, take a look, take a look at the
Kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat-beat, beat-beat
Take a look at the kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat

Here comes the referee (the light's flashin')
Best bit of the day (now that's livin')
Why don't you run away? (are you kiddin'?)
What is the golden rule? (you say nothin')

It's cool to know nothin'
It's cool to know nothin'

Take a look, take a look, take a look at the
Kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat-beat, beat-beat
Take a look at the kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat

Take a look, take a look, take a look at the
Kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat-beat, beat-beat
Take a look at the kids on the street
No they never miss a beat
No they never miss a beat
Never miss a beat
Never miss a
Never miss a beat
Never miss a beat

a rookie,becomes a cookie & then big bang!

2008-11-07T04:35:00.000-08:00

the title of this blog post is like totally half-random.
that was a 100% Big Bang [Korean band] inspired title,think Big Bang is my favourite Korean artiste.
today was actually a day which i had once wish will never come.
yes,i know an impossible wish like it is going to be impossible to convince my damn school maths department to allow me to take A-maths.
i want a maths,it seems like my dream of going a medical school is drifting further and further aways,just damn.
never mind i can still do it,and make it into a good medical school like maybe Singapore uni,yeah?
anyway today was a fun day.
went liz house and make cookies,but it was a complete disaster. suppose to be cookie turns out to be pancake.
the thing was our cookies came out disastrous,the whole cookie when inside the oven melt,all of them stick together then it came out as pancakes instead.
but we had a fun time that's all it matters,yeah?
will upload the pics another day.
then after having a disaster of a time in liz kitchen,went kallang to bowl. & i am still wonder how come liz kitchen in still in one piece as i thought that after we cook finish,it would blow up or something like that,nah just kidding.
everybody i'm so happy!
today when i was bowling with liz and chris,that was like the second time in my entire life that i bowled.
& guess what i got a strike,ok,lame i know but ya was damn happy,plus i could get some spare.
hahaha,but for both games [we played 2 games] like the first set,i kept on getting 0. then slowly started to score but not good,cant even get 100.

2008-11-05T22:59:00.000-08:00

karma : means action. It refers to the intentional deeds we do with our body, speech and mind through action, talking and thinking. Karma is the law that every willed deed, given the conditions, produces a certain effect.

i have no idea but suddenly i'm like very into karma?
bets me why,but the thing is like every time i go out,call me lame or whatever,i seem to meet old people,i mean like old friends,teacher.
ya,there was this time when after eating lunch with Chris,i meet Rajali my old classmate,another time Mr Tay that relief teacher for maths,Amanda seet during my first volleyball tournament,yeah?
& countless other,must be karma,yeah?
it can't just always be coincidence right?
sometimes also you feel like you know the person even when you don't,you find some place familiar even though you never ever been there or anything.
strange isn't it?
OK,i am not really making sense but ya actually just posting this for the sake of updating.
till next time.

I JUST LOVE THIS NEW ONE BY ALICIA KEYS,
SUPERWOMEN-ALICIA KEYS.

Superwoman - Alicia Keys

Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
state of humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly
We can fly, Oh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am
Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes
I'm a Superwoman

changing history & remaking the future.

2008-11-05T09:29:00.000-08:00

well,I'm happy.
i was rooting for Obama and him winning felt great.
today i was all smiles for me and kas,as we were supporting Obama,ya change.
I'm happy for America to have such great president and that they are trying to amend the wrong they did in the past about the Afro-Americans.
maybe not all but most [ americans ] are trying to see the change.

right,yeah i know i have not been blogging for awhile,was kind of busy.
i went to find a job but i got rejected at McDonald's despite passing my interview on the spot,damn & the reason why?
because I'm a FOREIGNER.
was damn pissed off at that reason coze even though i am not Singaporean or PR,i have been like living in Singapore for 12 years and i am not even on student pass but some other pass forgot the name? lets just say my whole kindergarten,primary and up till now at least i been living here yeah?
& i went through the same education systems my friends,i mean my local friends. so what the problem? i want answerrr!
i am so JEALOUS of swan and kaori who went to the interview with me got the job and i'm the only one with no job. screw it. i was like i am never going to eat from McDonalds again but that vow was soon broken when the gang went to downtown,damn i just love their grilled chicken fold over. but i think long john,pizza hut and even food court food are WAY more better than Mc it just that you see Mc advertisements every time and you feel like eating it too. If food court food are to be advertise as mush as Mc,you can kiss goodbye to customers Mr chairman of Mc. just lucky.
but i think KFC is like way better,take that Mc,you have just lost one of your precious customer,me.

anyways my naruto fever that had been missing in action is back again,
& one/third of the reason why i had not update was because of my naruto addiction.
the other reason are one is because of my cannot use com when dad home rule and the other is that my free-time are limited thanks to volleyball trainings and hanging out.
anime is love...
& i swear i am going to be like thousand times tanner now OK may like 2 times more.
got volleyball jeresy,number for me is 2 this year. [ was 17 last year. ]
& went for class outing,picnic at sentosa,chilled out with the gang at wild wild wet,movie marathon at Kaori's house,volleyball,yada,yada.
finally started to blog back,well had to help my dead blog.
well need to get back to naruto! will blog about karmas and all in the next post as i have a sudden interest in karmas,chakaras and other stuff,until then,seeyo.

p.s. hey swan get well soon and good luck with the job and your new job friend [ incase you get a real sobby and mean partner ] and salina damn you but ya have a nice time in Nepal and i am still jealous of the fact you are there for two months. hahaha.have fun before all the school starts,yeah?

2008-10-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

MY AMAZING 2E1,GONNA MISS YA LOTS.
I AM SO GONNA MISS THE INCREDIBLE 2E1 LOTS & LOTS.
I GONNA MISS ALL THOSE WONDERFUL PEOPLE IN IT.
LOVE YA ALL,HOPEFULLY MOST OF US END UP IN THE SAME CLASS.

to emphasize how i am going to miss my 2E1,
i am using coloured fonts,
& i normally use coloured fonts for only important stuffs.
oh my gosh,heart-broken.
i will always remember every single person in that class.
hard to imagine that the guys are already wearing long pants,gotta laugh at them next year.
wonder how they are going to play soccer in that.
i will miss all the girls,
the JACE,Val & Co,Tze Ching's group and finally of coze,
THE GANG CALLED GANG.
so sad,almost all of you smarty pants go pure class.
[ only me and kah poo together. ]
it had been a amazing 2 year together and i hope you guys will be happy in your new class.
those taking triple science don't die,ya hope you survive.
right,oh right hope you guys dont forget the mango throwing last year.
seeyo everybody on the 7th and fingers cross please that all of us will go to a good class.

hahaha. rmb our camp?
well i found some nice music from areosmith and bon jovi,our camp group names.
they are nice,enjoy.

since i could not find this song on imeem,here's one from youtube.

Bon Jovi - "Welcome to Wherever You Are"

Maybe we're different, but we're still the same
We all got the blood of Eden, running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You come between just who you are and who you wanna be

If you feel alone, and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning, is some beginning's end

[Chorus]
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you gotta believe
That right here right now, you're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome, to wherever you are

When everybody's in, and you're left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say

When it seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different
Just take a look around

[Chorus]

Be who you want to, be who you are
Everyones a hero, everyones a star

When you wanna give up, and your hearts about to break
Remember that you're perfect, God makes no mistakes

[Chorus]

Dream On - Aerosmith

for this song,i am only putting the nice part.

sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
sing with me, if it's just for today
maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

dream on, dream on, dream on,
dream yourself a dream come true
dream on, dream on, dream on,
and dream until your dream comes true
dream on

and the other 2 songs are just random ones.

this one's by green day,
& this song was the one that was performed on teacher's day this year.

Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) - Green Day

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

so much for love.

2008-10-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

somebody please tell me not be addicted to
Absolute Boyfriend
its sooooo wonderful.
just imagine a robot boyfriend in the near future.
not that i want a boyfriend now,i mean ya like technically only after the big 'O' then will i think about my love life but now it's all about the O.
call me lame but i am sticking to that policy that i made.
OK here the deal,
this Japanese Drama based on a comic by the same name is alike all,
romance,comedy,heart-warming,well a total nice package to watch.
so thinking of having robot boyfriends in the future do watch this drama which will make you think twice of having like robot boyfriend.
left (since i use right too much ) ,lets not go astray by talking about robot boyfriends,i know certainly i was a dancing robot last Thursday during the damn test.
OK where was i?
right talking about the show.
at first i was like where got the robot guy ( real name:hayami mokomichi ) so good-looking like it is suppose to be.
but that was going to change after i saw his other pictures.
( stroll down to see his pics & do compare )
i was rather happy with the boss guy though and i don't know if there is anything wrong with my eyes but that boss guy ( real name: mizushima hiro ) is in a way VERY good-looking as in cute and handsome.
oh somebody sue me.
but somebody gotta do something about their no offence bad hair-style.
ok just to make my point about the guy looking so not hot but in the end id hot here is the pic,
they say seeing is believing,

and the other one which i think is damn good-looking in a way,

**speechless.
i know what else to blog about so i am going to end here.
so hope my random post that i did only for kaori's sake was not so boring and do watch Absolute Boyfriend,
& here a VERY,VERY good website to watch dramas and east-asia movies.
http://www.mysoju.com
enjoy!
oh wait one more thing not forgetting today's song!

ANGEL BY THE CORRS.
love them!

Angel - The Corrs

She lived like she knew nothing lasts
Didn't care to look like anyone else
And she was beautiful, so beautiful
I still hear her laugh like she's here

Shower it down on all the young
It isn't so wrong to have such fun

Forever angel
I hope they love yo like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Be like you
(I'll be proud to be like you)

Does the sun shine up at you when you are looking down?
Do you get along with the others around?

It's got to be better than before
You don't need to worry now you're gone

Forever angel
I hope they love yo like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Be like you
Just like you

And when i go to sleep at night
I'll thank you for each blessed thing sorrounding me
For every fall I'll ever break
Each moment`s breath I wanna taste
Confidence and conscience
Decadent extravagance
Never ending providence
For loving when I had teh chance

Forever angel
I hope they love yo like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you

dancing robot.

2008-10-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

i totally screw my DANCING test.
@!#%$#^&%$*(&

so did i screw up my maths,lit,geo,english,
EVERYTHING.

the comeback of the rejects.

2008-10-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

YEA BABY,IT'S ALL SMILES FOR ME!
HOME MADE KAZOKU & ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
HERE THEY COME!

Let me see,
how bloody long has it been we last heard from both bands,
since 2006 for All American Rejects [ not counting their song from the movie Meet The Robinsons ]
& ok lah not so long for Home Made Kazoku.
oh i am still ** speechless.
ALRIGHT!
today's post should not be that long as yesterday's but still somewhat long with lots of info about song to look out for!
hehehehe,i feel like a computer DJ,kidding. [ lets just pretend there is such thing as computer DJ? ]

i was channel surfing on my cable when i found this channel,airang ( i think )
& this show about Korean music was going on and so i decided to see whats happening around Korean music world.
and this person was telling all about this new super-talented young group called SHINee.
at first i was like what kind of song is this but i think i think too soon coze 7 minutes later,i was officially hooked to that song,

LOVE LIKE OXYGEN-SHINee [ pictures at the bottom ]

Love Like Oxygen - SHINee

oh did i forgot to mention that the oldest member of the group is only 18?
and the youngest is only 15??
that's like only one year older than me!

ok lets not forget big bang also from korea with their equally fantastic songs like forever with you,lies...
& so here's BIG BANG'S LIES

Lies - Big Bang

ok enough for korean song, [ dont listen to k-pop that much ]
here's J-POP & J-POP ROCKS.
i loveee Rie Fu,Chemistry,Home Made Kazoku!

for those who watch bleach would know the song life is like a boat,
well Rie Fu sang that song and that song is a-m-a-z-a-i-n-g when you are feeling down,or you need a calm song but here are other beautifull songs from her,
could not help but put a full play list of song.

Rie Fu

& another song by Chemistry-this night,

This Night - CHEMISTRY

& finally ending the japanese section is HOME MADE KAZOKU!

HOME MADE KAZOKU

at last the new single from ALL AMERICAN REJECTS,
GIVE YOU HELL!

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 base
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now wheres you picket fence love
And wheres that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories there no good to me
And he's heres all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look you wear so well

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When hear this song and you sing along oh you'll never tell
Then your the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

pictures order:
SHINee,Chemistry,Home Made Kazoku,Big Bang,Rie Fu & All American Rejects.

here come my freedom,baby.

2008-10-11T06:40:00.001-07:00

GOODBYE EXAMS,
it is not like i am going to miss you anytime,now or ever
& in fact i just gave a big sigh of relief to the fact that exams are over well for now,
shall not think about the result and then sink into depression.
hope the day November 7 or 8 either which never comes.

be warned that this is going to be a long post.

anyways went out with the gang yesterday and had a fun,fun day.
& that was like one of the few times that i was almost on time.
ok,left my house at 1140 i think,
then half-way started to panic about not going to be able to make it in time.
but surprise,surprise.
I made it on time and i was the third to reach the meeting place,
hahaha.
never underestimate the power of the MRT,
thanks to it i only took 2 minutes to reach kallang MRT station where we were suppose to meet.
there,at first i could not find swan anywhere so called her.

hem: hey swan,where are you? i'm already at the MRT station.
swan: oh really...

then the next minute just when i turn around and looked back towards the MRT station ( oh i was at the entrance of the station and was facing away from the station ) i caught an eye contact with non-other than swan!
she almost scream as she also apparently had not seen me.
then the rest started to come. [ chris followed by salu and then kah poo ]
then took thirteen from the station to the kallang leisure park where the ice skating ring and all were.
took some pics while the bus 11 took soooo long to arrive.
then about 7 minutes later,tada we are at our destination.
but kah poo,chris,swan & liz had their lunch first.
then finally skating!
paid $99 in total and there were 6 of us,i leave the calculation up to yourself.
i was so excited and all geared up,first time ice-skating.
i had imagine myself to fall alot,like more than 10 times.
hence i was mentally prepared to fall alot.
but again surprise,surprise.
i only fell about 4 times,and managed to drag chris on one of the fall.
i must have looked super hilarious in front of all those experts.
screw them,they just whizzed passed poor slow me.
& make me feel so inferior and left me wondering when i would be like them.
& i managed to get myself a major blue-black that hurts like hell on the knee some more.
but it was fun.
i meet this cuteeeee kid from Australia and when i asked him what school he was in he went, the German European school or European German school.
inside my mind i was like,huh what school? never heard of it. hahaha.
they were super nice and his mom was like i like this camera [ meaning my camera ] after she helped us took a group pic.
after skating for 2 hours,went to the game centre beside the ice-skating ring.
oh my god,so fun!
i made poor liz lose her money on the dancing thingy,hahaha,
hate to admit,i really sucked at it.
but i was better at the car thingy with all first position.
then me & salu decided to play the drum game.
but two times in a row we lost at the first round,oh right our timing is real bad.
then went to eat at KFC,
then finally went home happy.

picture time,sorry lazy to put in captions.

& todays song is,

HANDLEBARS BY THE FLOBOTS.

the dude can rhyme man.
nice song.

Handlebars - Flobots

i can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

Look at me, look at me
hands in the air like it's good to be
ALIVE
and I'm a famous rapper
even when the paths're all crookedy
I can show you how to do-si-do
I can show you how to scratch a record
I can take apart the remote control
And I can almost put it back together
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem
I can tell you about Leif Ericson
I know all the words to "De Colores"
And "I'm Proud to be an American"
Me and my friend saw a platypus
Me and my friend made a comic book
And guess how long it took
I can do anything that I want cuz, look:

I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome
No metronome

And I can see your face on the telephone
On the telephone
On the telephone

Look at me
Look at me
Just called to say that it's good to be
ALIVE
In such a small world
I'm all curled up with a book to read
I can make money open up a thrift store
I can make a living off a magazine
I can design an engine sixty four
Miles to a gallon of gasoline
I can make new antibiotics
I can make computers survive aquatic conditions
I know how to run a business
I can make you wanna buy a product
Movers shakers and producers
Me and my friends understand the future
I see the strings that control the systems
I can do anything with no assistance
Cuz I can lead a nation with a microphone
With a microphone
With a microphone
And I can split the atom of a molecule
Of a molecule
Of a molecule

Look at me
Look at me
Driving and I won't stop
And it feels so good to be
Alive and on top
My reach is global
My tower secure
My cause is noble
My power is pure
I can hand out a million vaccinations
Or let'em all die in exasperation
Have'em all healed of their lacerations
Have'em all killed by assassination
I can make anybody go to prison
Just because I don't like'em and
I can do anything with no permission
I have it all under my command
Because I can guide a missile by satellite
By satellite
By satellite
And I can hit a target through a telescope
Through a telescope
Through a telescope
And I can end the planet in a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

i'm lost for words

2008-10-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

You've got troubles, I've got 'em too. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you. We'll stick together to see it through cause you've got a friend in me."
- Randy Newman

you,changed.
you think it was nice to hear those thing from someone else & not the whole truth from you yourself?
it hurt but i had to kept defending you.
why?
no matter how screwed you became you still were my bestfriend.
& i did not minded how you had changed,
but never had i expect you to change to the point well, i don't know what to say.

WELL UNLESS YOU ARE GOING TO CHANGE TO THE OLD PERSON,DONT BOTHER TALKING TO ME.

but i just want you to know,i will always love you.
i wished only that you had listen to me before,
& that you had been in a better school.
it not too late,you can still change.

juliet & romeo

2008-10-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

hello everybody,
this is just a random post.
~~nothing really exciting happening.~~
actually something exciting did happen.
will post about that once i get my hand on the picture that kasi is suppose to upload.
oh right also updated my profile,and ya thats should be all.
anyways heres my random post.

this song is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.

i mean it truly an incredible country song for a 19 year-old.
& with all those other stunning hits like tear drops on my guitar,our song and this love song.
i have to admit TAYLOR SWIFT is talented.
when i first heard the song,i was speechless because of the good romantic lyrics and the fact she look gorgeous in the video,and i meat really gorgeous as in elegant.
here check out the fantastic song :

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quite cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Let's keep this down for a little while
Cause you were romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, then try to tell me how it is
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll Make it out of looseness
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got time to waiting
Wondering if you would ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts to town I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He fells to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said

Marry me juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all the reason for
I talk to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

TO HELL WITH MY MARKS.

2008-10-03T01:53:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER SCREWED PAPER.
I HAVE A CHANCE OF PASSING BUT NOT AN A.
HOPEFULLY GET A FOR HISTORY,
GEO SUCKED,BIG TIME.
WHATS WITH THE TIME?
1 H 45 MIN FOR ONE PAPER WITH LIKE A MILLION QUESTION.
WE ARE NOT PROS NOR ARE WE SUPER ROBOTS.
I LOSE LIKE LET ME SEE 20 MARKS ALREADY.
WISH I CAN USE THAT FISH WORD,
BUT FOR YOUNG READER'S SAKE,I'M NOT USING THAT WORD.
TO HELL WITH MY MARKS.

2008-10-01T04:16:00.000-07:00

THANKS EVERYBODY.
HEHEHE.
I'M FINALLY FOURTEEN PEOPLE.
& ALSO CLOSER TO MY DEATH.
& it's CHILDREN'S DAY and HARI RAYA.

hahaha.
thanks,everybody for your birthday wishes.
hemku is so touched.
love you guys.
so sad my birthday is during the exam. kind of dampens the mood.
oh right,it is also on children's day & also on hari raya this year.
but nevertheless,its sill my birthday and i am going to get more mature people so don't worry,or at least i think.
thanks you once again for all your wishes.
& good luck for Eoy.

right now i am like so addicted to BOYS LIKE GIRLS.
their songs are AMAZING.
especially Thunder,a wayyy nicer version of Fall for you.
so move over Second Hand Seranade & here's comes BOYS LIKE GIRLS.
hahaha.
& oh ya the lead singer and the lead guitarist Paul DiGiovanni is kinda of cute!

Boys Like Girls - Thunder - Boys Like Girls

thunder-boys like girls.

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

2008-09-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

OH I AM SO SCREWED.
I TOTALLY SCREWED MY ENGLISH PAPER 1.
BUT NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILT MILK,I GUESS.
I GONNA DO MY VERY BEST FOR THE REST.

i panicked OK,not enough time damn!
i mean come on.
1 h 30 mins to write 2 stories.not easy when you topic is so dry.
when i saw the paper questions i was like WTH [ what the hell ]?
then my mind went blank and then panic,followed by screwing up because of the time limit.
i am ANGRY,TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED AND HOPEFUL.
i am angry at myself for not trying harder,totally disappointed as i knew i could do better & hopeful that i pass my paper. end of story.
i am in hot soup if the rest of the exams is as screwed as English.
i MUST take pure science next year.
& get into a extra-super good class.
damn it,
streaming already so stressful,imagine the big 'O',
extra,extra stressful i bet.
i mean one damn examination decides your whole future life.
OK maybe part of your whole entire future life.
it sucks. to have your future decided in that manner.
come on,if your maths is damn terrible and pulls your whole aggregate to real bad.
you can kiss goodbye to your planned college or polytechnic because of that damn subject.
ok enough,will think about the big O after i complete my streaming.
i am like sooooooooo stressed.
hahahaha.
just imagine the holidays after exams. if you do well :
you feel like heaven on earth.
& if you screw up :
hell on earth.
looking forward to that heaven on earth part!
gotta go and many many thanks to Janella,for the awesome website.
see ya,5 down to go!

nothing is better than having a fast techno song to cheer you angry mood.
damn i am addicted to Basshunter!
by the way the songs in Swedish.

Camilla - Basshunter

Lyrics to Camilla :
Jag kan ge utan att ta
Jag kan få dig att må bra
Åh, Camilla
Sov en natt med mig

Jag kan ge dig min hand
Åh, mitt hjärta står i brand
Åh, Camilla
Hur kan du säga nej till en natt med mig?

Jag kan ge dig min hand
Åh, mitt hjärta står i brand
Åh, Camilla
Hur kan du säga nej till en natt med mig?

Jag kan ge utan att ta
Jag kan få dig att må bra
Åh, Camilla
Sov en natt med mig

Jag kan ge dig min hand
Åh, mitt hjärta står i brand
Åh, Camilla
Hur kan du säga nej till en natt med mig?

hope you are gonna be ok,Travis Barker.

2008-09-20T03:22:00.000-07:00

HOOOOOOLY!

right,was not suppose to blog until after exams.
but cannot help it because...

NEWS FLASH!

Former Blink-182 drummer Travis Barker and DJ AM were critically injured in a plane crash Friday night (September 19) in Columbia, South Carolina.
- http://www.mtvasia.com/News/200809/20016636.html

holy!
i was like studying with the radio on when the news thingy came on and they started saying about the plane crash & how ya Travis Barker and DJ AM were in that plane and how 4 people were killed.
i was shocked coze i was just thinking about Blink182 before the radio said the news.
don't ask me why i was thinking about Blink182 then.
but i'm soooooooo hooked to their song,miss you.
reminds me of a time when i used and still do loveeeeeeeee them(:
oh my gosh,do get well soon Travis Barker,
i so want Blink182 back together as a band ya noe?
i'm sure fans out there are waiting for your comeback!

I Miss You - Blink 182

miss you-Blink182

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

my nails are getting shorter.

2008-09-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

DEAR HIGHLY FAITHFUL READERS,
HEMKU,UNFORTUNATELY IS IN THE HOSPITAL AFTER SUFFERING FROM;
HIGHLYDANGEROUSBRAINEATINGEXAM DISEASE
OR HDBEE DISEASE
WHICH IS LIKE YOUR HEART DISEASE AND LUNG CANCER,
EXCEPT THIS FATAL DISEASE THAT SPREADS AMONGST INNOCENT STUDENTS EVERY YEAR WITHOUT FAIL,
EATS,CRACK & STRESS OUT YOUR POOR BRAIN.

UNTIL THE DISEASE IS FULLY ELIMINATED,
HEMKU WILL NOT RETURN.
& HOPEFULLY SHE RETURNS WITH 100% RECOVERED ON HER REPORTS,
OR SHE WILL ALSO SORT OF DIE,
BUT NOT OF HDBEE BUT OF,
GETTINGPOORRESULTSTHENKANASCOLDBYPARENTS VIRUS
OR GPRTKSBP VIRUS.
WHICH MANY [ STUDENTS ] ALSO HAVE TO FACE AFTER GETTING THE RESULTS.

oh ya!
everybody goodluck for your exams.
lets stand & do well!
think positive!
be thankful you are standing up for exam rather than trying to stand up for cancer.
ok i am talking crap.
anyways GOODLUCK everybody having exam,
& seeyo after exams.
WISH ME LUCKKKKK!
& HOPE I GET THE SUBJECTS I WANT!

[ I am gonna promise i'm gonna blog a whole lot of things after exam,wait for me! ]

Just Stand Up - Various Artists

All: Everyting well be alright, yeah

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think,
It’s like it can go through anything.
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that,

Miley: Things get better

Rinanna: Through

Miley: Whatever

Rihanna: If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Nicole: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS :
Alll: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

All: Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia: And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that,

Miley: Things get better

Rinanna: Through

Miley: Whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley/Rihanna: dust it off, don’t let up

Natasha: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Leona: You need to know

Ensemble: CHORUS

Mary: You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Alli: Everything will be alright, yeah

Ashanti: Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

CHORUS

Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within

Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Every picture tells a thousands stories.

2008-09-05T05:37:00.000-07:00

here's the picture of today trip everybody.
[it was sooo difficult to upload the pic i tell ya]
it really took like so damn long.
hope ya like it.

ps. stupid blogger & photobucket!

i give you my dirty little secret.

2008-09-04T02:54:00.000-07:00

i was web-surfing when i found this website:
http://www.postsecret.blogspot.com/

& i like it the moment i read it.
it's nice to post ur secret instead of keeping it all inside.
well that's how i feel.
that's why,
IJUSTLOVEMYDIARY!

HEHEHE,
since most of the time i post original song.
thought would like to add in an acoustic version.
by ALL AMERICAN REJECTS,
i rmb there was this era in my life when i would just play their song over and over again.
i love them still.

dirty little secret (acoustic) - the all-american rejects

Let me know that I've done wrong
When I've known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)

Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can't deny (deny)
These sleeping thoughts won't lie (won't lie)
And all I've tried to hide
It's eating me apart
Trace this life out

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret)

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

Who has to know?
Who has to know?

it's WEDNESDAY?!

2008-09-03T04:12:00.000-07:00

I CANNOT BELIEVE ITS WEDNESDAY ALREADY.
HOLY,
GUESS WHAT?
I HAVE YET TO TOUCH EVEN ONE OF MY HOMEWORK!

holidays are soooo much better without homework.
at least we could enjoy it without something reminding of school
& that includes school homework,
CCAs which i rather would not want (to have),
(no matter how much i love it or hate it,i mean come on it's HOLIDAY!)
oh ya,we only have 1 week of holiday.
OK enough about holiday UN-fairness.

today i woke up at 0650 for fun (actually was forced to),
because of VOLLEYBALL training,
which was cancelled later on.
thanks to the 'O' levels examinations.
which was from 0830 to all the way 1130.
the SAME time as our training.
so we had to cancel that training.

wad can i say?
was half-happy,
ha! no physical training . (usually holiday is PT rather than ball skills)

half-sad,
cause it (volleyball training) ate my sleep which is important & precious,
wasted my bus trip money (even though mines is the all you can ride bus pass)
but still it wasted my energy meaning later i have to eat some more to restore that energy i lost on the way,
(ok I'm not making sense.)

in the end the bad out-numbers the good by 3:1.
hahaha.
i lazy post anymore.
goodnight!

ok,
here's one of my fav band.
ONE REPUBLIC!

Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it (Better than you had it)

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

do i even know you?

2008-09-02T03:07:00.000-07:00

for 2E1 only!
oh kayyy...
the picture below is suppose to be li yang.
but it so hard to take his picture when he does not want to be taken.

see the bus in the background?
i missed my bus while trying to take his pic.

damn him for taking seven!!!

OK today i meet up with li yang
(hope i spelled his name correctly)
who stupidly (on offence dude but its true) transferred to another school this year.
leaving 2E1.
OMG for all those who know him,
he is so damn skinny!
& i kid you not.
i am glad that I'm still taller than him(:
or i think.
then after meeting him went toa poyah to get knee guard from Isabella.
then meet kaori.
then went library to read books.
i don't know but i love going library.
the books,the quietness.
hahaha.
I'm such a geek,(but i don't mind)

i dont know,
everyone around me seems to be changing.
alot and at a rapid speed too.
i don't even understand them now.
really.
it seem the whole world has just seem to move so fast
or just,i'm slow.
which of it is i don't know.
when i meet li yang gosh he changed alot,
then kaori too.
hopefully she will wake up.
i tried but i could not make her.

Life Goes On ～Side K～ - CHEMISTRY

when i went home,
on the bus,
i listen to this song like let me see 4 times?
i'm hooked to this song.
do listen.
then when i tried finding picture of the band,
its so difficult because of the name,CHEMISTRY.
just like how you want to find out about gender,
& you type the 3 letter words by ACCIDENT.(assuming you are bad in english).
And a whole lots of rubbish appears.
not that i have tried it.
just a warning from the science teacher.

Title: Life goes on ~ side K ~
Artiste: Chemistry
Lyrics and melody: Kawabata Kaname / Douchin Yoshikuni / Taniguchi Naohisa

*Note that the OP is a faster version of the song while the ED is a sentimental number. Other than the tempo, the lyrics of side K and side D are slightly different. Side D is used as the ED and the romaji lyrics will be posted later.

kanashii toki ni [kanashii] to tsugeru no wa
yowaitte koto kana
tsurai toki ni [tsurai] to uchiakete ii kana

I've just got to believe
yami ga semari yukiba ushinatta toshitemo
ima wa kimi ga soba ni iru
mayowazu ni fumi dasunda

nagashita namida wa kitto hikaru kesshou e to kawaru
yasashiku tsutsunde I'll be with you
I'll be with you
kimi ga oshiete kureta jibun rashiku aru koto wo
dakara donna toki mo shinjite susumu yo
Life goes on

boku ga kimi ni shite agerareru koto tte
nani ga arun darou
nigate na koto nara takusan aru to iu no ni

I am to be with you
kimi no kotoba futo omoi dashite unazuku
hoshi ga tsukame sou na yoru
owarananu ai wo chikaou

nagashita namida wa kitto hikaru kesshou e to kawaru
furueru kokoro de You're by my side
You're by my side
kono koe ga todokazu ni akirame sou ni natte mo
nigitta te dake wa hanasazu susumu yo
Life goes on

kaze wa taezu ugoite
bokura no senaka wo osuyo
toki ga nagaretemo You're my sweetheart
You're my sweetheart
matataku hoshi no mukou
yume mita mirai egakou
dakara sono toki wa issho ni iyou yo
Life goes on.

here's a time when we thank you.

2008-08-29T00:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

(even thought it's on sep the 1st)

& here's a song that express everything i want to say word for word.
ok maybe not that word for word but somewhere there.
ohh yaa the song is japanese. ;D

I LOVE HOME MADE KAZOKU!

Thank you!! - Orange County

it's not orange country or who eva.
that sang that song.
its HOME MADE KAZOKU!

thank you-home made kazoku
(english translated)

To the people who have always supported me
I've put you in my rhapsody of everyday thoughts
I hope my feelings of appreciations will reach you
As always, thank you. No really, thank you
No matter where you are I'll always be thankful you exist

When twilight stained the town red I walked around casually
The number of people coming and going increased around noon
So I tried standing still one way or the other
As if being buried, little by little
Manners were moving, being carried into the gap in my heart
You're not alone. C'mon everyone!
Let's support each other together

An uncertain future is scary, and then you faced me
And without saying anything you softly took my hand
My sadness was halved and my pleasure doubled
My life was turned around instantly
And you swore to run to my side

To the people who have always supported me
I've put you in my rhapsody of everyday thoughts
I hope my feelings of appreciations will reach you
As always, thank you. No really, thank you
No matter where you are I'll always be thankful you exist

Far away far away
Even if we're widely separated in the flow of time
The memories of the days we spent together
Will never ever fade away
Friends, and family, and lovers, and all the people we met
Thank you!! It's thanks to everyone
Again from tomorrow on we can go on

No one is living alone
We always take mutual care of each other
And when we can't see eye to eye, we talk things over
We want to laugh so much we'll hold our sides
But then, why do we speak ill of these times
When we have no intention to harm one another?
I love you so much it's absurd
It's a little embarrassing, but I mean it

To the people who have always supported me
I've put you in my rhapsody of everyday thoughts
I hope my feelings of appreciations will reach you
As always, thank you. No really, thank you
No matter where you are I'll always be thankful you exist

Surely everyone is a little shy being face to face
And the words get caught in our throats
But in reality, we really want to say those things
Something stops us and everyone lies
You'll open up in time
Words carry a strange power
It's simple. Starting with yourself, surely you can do it...

When you turn around I will be there
just forever like you said
When you turn around I will be there
just forever like you said

To the people who have always supported me
I've put you in my rhapsody of everyday thoughts
I hope my feelings of appreciations will reach you
As always, thank you. No really, thank you
No matter where you are I'll always be thankful you exist

To the people who have always supported me
I've put you in my rhapsody of everyday thoughts
I hope my feelings of appreciations will reach you
As always, thank you. No really, thank you
No matter where you are I'll always be thankful you exist

the romaji.

*Itsumo sasaetekureru hitotachi ni
Higoro no omoi wo kometa RHAPSODY
APPRECIATION no kimochi o todoke
Itsumo arigatou, hontou arigatou
Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni kansha shiteruyo*

Tasogare no machi ga akaku somaru koro
Nanigenaku michi wo aruiteita
Ikikau hito no mure ga masu gogo
Nantonaku tachidomatte mita
Potsuri to aita kokoro no sukima
Umeruyou ni ugoita keitai no MANNER
Kimi wa hitori janai Hora mina
Tagai ni sasae atteiku no sa

Fuantei na mirai ga kowakute
Nayandeita boku ni mukatte
Nanimo iwazu ni sotto te wo
Sashinobete kureru kimi ga ita
Kanashimi ga hanbun ni natta
Yorokobi wa nibai ni fukuranda
Gyaku no tachiba ni nattara sugusama
Soba made kaketsukeru to chikatta

*Itsumo sasaetekureru hitotachi ni
Higoro no omoi wo kometa RHAPSODY
APPRECIATION no kimochi o todoke
Itsumo arigatou, hontou arigatou
Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni kansha shiteruyo*

Far Away Far Away
Tooku hanarete itemo nagareru toki no naka de
Tomo ni sugoshita hibi no kioku wa
Keshite kierukotowa nai no sa
Nakama ya kazoku ya koibito
Soshite deatta subete no hitobito
Arigatou! Mina no okage de
Mata asu kara chikara zuyoku fumi daseru

Hito wa daremo hitori de wa ikiteikeyashinai
Tagai ga tagai wo itsumo CARE shiai
Rikai dekinai toki wa hanashi ai
Haraka kaeru gurai warai aitai
Nanoni, naze kou toki ni kenashiai
Kizutsuke aunotte ki ga shinai?
Bakabakashii hodo kimi ga sukida
Tere kusaikedo chotto honkida

*Itsumo sasaetekureru hitotachi ni
Higoro no omoi wo kometa RHAPSODY
APPRECIATION no kimochiyo todoke
Itsumo arigatou, hontou arigatou
Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni kansha shiteruyo*

Kitto minna igai to SHY de men to mukatte
Nakanaka kuchi ni dashite ienakute
Dakedo hontou ha iitai kuseni
Nanikaga jama shite mina tsuyogatte
Tokiniwa sarake dashite tsutaeyou
Kotoba ni wa fushigi na chikara ga yadoruyo
Kantan na kotosa Jibun kara mazu hajimeyou
Kitto dekiruyo...

Furimukeba I WILL BE THERE
JUST FOREVER
Kimi ga itekuretayouni...

Furimukeba I WILL BE THERE
JUST FOREVER
Kimi ga itekuretayouni...

*Itsumo sasaetekureru hitotachi ni
Higoro no omoi wo kometa RHAPSODY
APPRECIATION no kimochiyo todoke
Itsumo arigatou, hontou arigatou
Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni kansha shiteruyo*

*Itsumo sasaetekureru hitotachi ni
Higoro no omoi wo kometa RHAPSODY
APPRECIATION no kimochiyo todoke
Itsumo arigatou, hontou arigatou
Tatoe doko ni itatte kimi no sonzai ni kansha shiteruyo*

& finally the Kanji.

いつも支えてくれる人達に
日頃の想いを込めたラプソディー
アプリシエーションの気持ちよ　届け
いつもありがとう　本当ありがとう
たとえ何処にいたって君の存在に感謝してるよ※

(KURO)
黄昏の街が赤く染まる頃　何気なく道を歩いていた
行き交う人の群れが増す午後
なんとなく立ち止まってみた
ポツリと空いた心の隙間
埋めるように動いた携帯のマナー
キミは一人じゃない　ほら皆
互いに支えあっていくのさ

(MICRO)
不安定な未来が怖くて　悩んでいた僕に向かって
何も言わずにそっと手を　差し伸べてくれるキミがいた
悲しみが半分になった　喜びは二倍に膨らんだ
逆の立場になったらすぐさま
側まで駆けつけると誓った

(※くり返し)

(MICRO)
far away far away
遠く離れていても流れる時の中で
共に過ごした日々の記憶は
決して消える事はないのさ
仲間や家族や恋人　そして出会ったすべての人々

「ありがとう!」皆のおかげで
また明日から力強く踏み出せる

(KURO)
人は誰も一人では生きていけやしない
互いが互いをいつもケアしあい
理解できない時は話し合い
腹かかえるぐらい笑いあいたい
なのに、なぜこう時に貶し合い
傷つけあうのって気がしない?
バカバカしいほどキミが好きだ
照れ臭いけどちょっと本気だ

(※くり返し)

(KURO MICRO)
きっと皆　意外とシャイで面と向かって
なかなか口に出して言えなくて
だけど本当は言いたいくせに
何かが邪魔して皆強がって
時にはさらけ出して伝えよう
言葉には不思議な力が宿るよ
簡単な事さ　自分からまず始めよう　きっと出来るよ…

振り向けば　I’ll be there
Just Forever　君がいてくれたように…

hemku just had one of her best days not.

2008-08-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

let me just say it,
I HAD A CRAPPY DAY ALL RIGHT.

i am feeling so blue.

today it one of those day,
when everything goes way wrong.

apparently i lost my voice,
OK maybe not lost but is on the verge of loosing.
& people think my voice is SEXY and cute.
say it suits me...
SEXY & CUTE?
HELLO,
my people i am in pain here.
& it sounds like a guys voice.
i mean it hurt ya noe my throat.
it like so dry and feels like somethings stuck there
and it refuses to move.
but if you really mean it frankly thanks.

it seems that i am loosing my stuff nowadays.
today i managed to loose my ball.
~~god~~ damn it.
let me see,
i lost my favourite watch,
my shoe bag,
that's should be all.
& all in 1 week.
MY MOM IS GONNA MURDER ME.

sorry but that's all for today,
i am so tired.
inter-class,volleyball training,studies.
gosh one of these day,
i am so gonna go bonkers.

Motoko Ohbayashi signature.
famous Japanese volleyball player.

http://www.volleypics.com/volleypics/hall_of_fame/volleyball/index.php

action of 2008 olympics!

2008-08-26T05:39:00.001-07:00

Exclusive Summer Olympics news & widgets at NBC Olympics.com!

where is the love?

2008-08-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

this week is movie week for me(:
i watched and going to watch:
a Cinderella story ( not bad,that guy chad michael murray is hot)
she's the man (take my advise and watch it yourself,damn funny)
john tucker must die ( not bad but she's the man is like definitely the best)
& i have still the pacifier and nanny mcphee to watch.

frankly speaking today I'm only blogging today after so long is for Zhong Ci.
& here is what I'm (zhong ci) suppose to say,
muscular guy are not nice to date
& that they are going to be too hard to hug.
and that's not nice,
meaning to hug super hard guys.
i think that's all i 'm suppose to post,i guess.

oh ya,
thankfully i passed my science,
fingers are crossed for lit,
English reading test too,(coze i did not finish reading the book)

& OLYMPICS IS COMING TO AN END,
AWWW...SO SAD.
I AM GOING HAVE TO WAIT 4 MORE YEARS!!!

& they are having USA vs BRAZIL at this very moment while i am blogging :0
i am supporting USA.
& hopefully they win.
I like Danielle Scott-Arruda!
plus she shares the same birthdays me and also jersey number,
what a coincident man.
& i found her blog,
http://www.danielle-scott.com/wordpress/index.php

& zhong ci this guy is defiantly hot.

Ashlee Simpson
Outta my head (Ay Ya Ya)

what
is that all you've got to say
what what
you're rubbin me the wrong way
see your lips are movin
but i don't catch a word you say
shut up your chatter
i need for you to go away
uh huh

and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
you're talkin way too much
i can't even hear me now
all your noise is messin with my head
you're in my head
get outta my head
outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head
get outta my head
outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head
thats what i said

what
you lookin at me for
huh
show me
respect or i will show you the door
get outta that door
lately
i got a problem with the way that you behave
you're too much
and all you're question don't leave me nothin for me
ha ha ha ha

and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
you're talkin way too much
i can't even hear me now
all your noise is messin with my head
you're in my head

get outta my head
outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head
get outta my head
outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head

and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
you're talkin way too much
i can't even hear me now
all your noise is messin with my head
you're in my head
get outa my head

all your opinions keep 'em to your self
just let me think so i can hear myself
wouldn't it be nice if i can just go solo
take the day off
i'd be alright if you could leave me to it
back off

and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
you're talking way too much
you tell one more time how i should live
that right
i'll bite your head off
coz i am who i am
and i can't be no one else
you got nothin else to say
keep your promise too yourself

outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head
get outta my head
outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head

and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
you're talkin way too much
i can't even hear me now
all your noise is messin with my head
you're in my head
get outa my head

outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head
get outta my head
outta my outta my head
will you get out of my head
outta my outta my head

and all i hear is ay ya ya ya ya
you're talkin way too much
i can't even hear me now
all your noise is messin with my head
you're in my head
get outa my head

god bless fridays.

2008-08-15T05:11:00.000-07:00

Morning the first thing on was mind was like,
FRIDAY AT LAST!

OK i was that happy to know that it was Friday.
i mean seriously the FIRST thing.
hahaha.
other day would would usually be blank,
like drifting back & forth in dreamland(:
school was as usual boring,
all the way until music lesson.
(which really,really love.& not cause i like music but the teacher has this way of making us laugh,we watch movies and yuupp i just love Friday.)
music we watch ,
The Phantom Of The Opera.
& the main character name is CHRISTINE.
you saw right.
there is a Christine in my class too
yes,hahaha,Christine the chipmunk :D
then there was like this KISSING part in the movie,
& the whole like sort of erupt,
they started saying the say,
should be Roaoul guy was suppose to beIvan & Wen An was the Phantom.
hahaha. we are so evil.
i really do pity tinu.
The whole class was like jokily making fun of them(Christine,Ivan & Wen An).
Then after that,
salu & me had early lunch at 1100.
I really love not having Mother tongue.
When everybody is having mother tongue,
we can have something like free period.
muhahahahahah. take that(:

After school went to make ceramics with Tinu,Kahu and Salu.
I think rather than make i destroy.
kahu had to help me improve on my design before it was recognised :D
not that it was like really horrible,
it just needed some improvements,
salu kept on touching with the clay.
then after awhile because it was our first time there,
Mr pon was like explaining you cannot keep on touching the clay,
but when he said that salina had stopped touching the clay just like 1 second before he start teaching.
We had lots & load of FUN(:

ok i think i had said enough.
au revoir pour le moment.
BYE FOR NOW(:

XXXOOO

Christine made this

made by kah yee

made by kah yee too.
look at the words tile.
BEFORE.

AFTER.(kahu will murder me.)

But luckily can fix back.

by christine

also by chris

me( the one kah yee help me)

salu's

i took 1 hour of hard work to make this :0
top view

side view

My Boo. - Usher feat Alicia Keys - My Boo.

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher verse:]

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia verse:]

Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

Your Expression Number is 7

Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.

You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.

Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding.

You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.

You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.

Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well.

Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.

So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.

You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times.

What's Your Expression Number?

7 IS LOVE(:

stop ruining swan's life & get a life for goodness sake.

2008-08-15T03:24:00.000-07:00

FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL CALLED SWAN,
MY SEXY TALL BABE,
I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU,
& SO IS THE OTHER SEXY BABES(:

how heartless can you get,
that i wanna see.
But get lost & don't hurt my swan.
Plot all you want.
WHO CARES?
try to hurt her & you mess with me.
you so do not want to make me angry.
just let me warn you.
you,yourself know who i am talking about.
i do not need to name you.

Girl - Destinys Child

Verse 1 Beyonce]
Take A Minute Girl Come Sit Down
And Tell Us What's Been Happening
In Your Face I Can See The Pain
Don't You Try To Convince Us That You're Happy (Yeah)
We've Seen This All Before
But ~~He's~~ she Taking Advantage Of Your ~~Passion~~ friendship
Because We've Come Too Far
For You To Feel Alone
You Don't Let ~~Him~~ her Walk Over Your Heart
I'm Telling You

[Chorus]
Girl, I Can Tell You've Been Crying
And You Needing Somebody To Talk To
Girl, I Can Tell ~~He's~~ She's Been Lying
And Pretending That ~~He's~~ she's Faithful And He she Loves You
Girl, You Don't Have To Be Hiding
Don't You Be Ashamed To Say He she Hurt You
I'm Your Girl, You're My Girl, We're Your Girls
Don't You To Know That We Love You?

[Verse 2 Kelly]
See What You All Don't Know About ~~Him~~ her
Is I Can't Let ~~Him~~ her Go Because He she Needs Me
It Ain't Really ~~Him~~ she It's Stress From ~~His~~ her ~~Job~~ school
And I Ain't Making It Easy
I Know You See ~~Him~~ her Bugging On Me Sometimes
But I Know Deep Inside He she Don't Mean It
It Gets Hard Sometimes
But I Need My ~~Man~~ babes
I Don't Think Ya'll Understand
I'm Telling You

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge Michelle]
Girl, Take A Good Look At Yourself
He she Got You Going Through Hell
We Ain't Never Seen You Down Like This
What You Mean You Don't Need Us To Help?
We Known Each Other Too Well

[Chorus]

[Beyonce:]
Girl I've been knowin' you since you were ~~ten~~ thirteen,
you cannot hide from your friends

its not all that bad.

2008-08-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

THE FIRST(& THE LAST) IN DETENTION.

it was not so bad,
i mean like wad i had imagined.
( & that was i imagined that it would be super,super,duper,duper,duper boring.)
But it was not all that bad,
i cannot say detention was fun,
that would mean my screw is loose.
I mean ever thought of detention being fun?
ok,i managed to make a new friend who is like super in art.
he id damn good,that's all i can say.

BUT FOR A FIRST TIME IN DETENTION,
THERE WAS ALOT OF DRAMA.

my hand phone alarm for 3 pm went off,
& Mr Singh was like only few meters away from me.
my heart skipped a beat,
i started to sweat,
my throat felt dry and there was like a lump inside,
i was like shivering,
my friend looked at me as i tried to drown the sound by covering it with clothes.
wide eyes i stared hardly daring to breathe fearing that Mr Singh had heard it,
luckly he did not,
thank god i changed my alarm tone for a softer one,
thank god that my handphone pouch was thick.
LUCKY ~~MAN~~ WOMEN.

gosh i am like going to have goillion teat next week,
wish me luck,
gotta go,
study,
but i noe,
that,
i would,
not(:

he drew this,nice hor? it lookes better real life(:

BEAUTIFUL SUNSET(:

Black Horse and the Cherry Tree - KT Tunstall

Two, three, four

(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)

Well my heart knows me better than I know myself
So I'm gonna let it do all the talking.
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)
I came across a place in the middle of nowhere
With a big black horse and a cherry tree.
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)

I felt a little fear, upon my back
I said don't look back, just keep on walking.
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)
When the big black horse that looked this way,
Said hey little lady, will you marry me?
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)

But I said no, no, no, no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me
No, no, no, no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me

(Ooooo, woo-hoo)

And my heart had a problem, in the early hours,
So it stopped it dead for a beat or two.
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)
But I cut some cord, and I shouldn't have done that,
And it won't forgive me after all these years
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)

So I sent her to a place in the middle of nowhere
With a big black horse and a cherry tree.
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)
Now it won't come back, cause it's oh so happy
And now I've got a hole for the world to see
(Woo-hoo, woo-hoo)

And it said no, no, no, no-no-no
I said no, no, you're not the one for me
No, no, no, no-no-no
Said no, no, you're not the one for me

(Ooooo, woo-hoo) (not the one for me, yeah)
(Ooooo, woo-hoo)
Said no, no, no, no, no, no, no
You're not the one for me
Said no, no, no, no, no, no, no
You're not the one for me

Big black horse and a cherry tree
I can't quite get there cause they've all forsken me
Big black horse and a cherry tree
I can't quite get there cause they've all forsaken me

Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see
The power to be ya,ya (Suddenly I see)
The power to be
The power to give
The power to see
The power to be ya,ya (Suddenly I see)
The power to be
The power to give
The power to see
The power to be (Suddenly I see)
The power to be
The power to give
The power to see
The power to be (Suddenly I see)
The power to be
The power to give
The power to see
The power to be (Suddenly I see)

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me (Suddenly I see)
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me (Suddenly I see)
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

what beautiful disaster!

2008-08-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

DISASTER!
DISASTER!

i totally bombed my damn English compo.
& i so want 1!

seems that disasters love me nowadays.

Actually it was OK the compo,i mean
but NO TIME to do the summary!!!
DAMN,DAMN,DAMN.
my this year jersey number is also not precisely what i wanted.
wanted 1 but got 2 :(
i said noo,noooo.
that's not the one for me
but since a sec 3 senior wanted it.
had to give up coze that was their final year with the jersey.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need

- FIX YOU BY COLDPLAY

does that help in wads i wanna say?

i tried my best in the English test but i was unsuccessful in completing the summary.
i got my number for the jersey but not the one i wanted.(hahaha,change needed to wanted)
Oh so sad...
But on the bright side who knows i could have have done well for other parts of the compo other than summary.
Still got chance of passing.
& 2 is not a bad number.
2 equals fairness,pairs.
Bla,bla,blah(:
BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.BORING.
sorry but i lazy post about anything else expect disasters.

P.S. I'm going to 7 next year.
get it everybody?
back off 7 is mines next year.

P.S.P.S. he is like the same age as me but he can take part in the Olympics.
so COOL...
don't you think to represent your country in a major event?
Its definitely a great honour.

Date of Birth: May 21 1994 Height(cm/ft in): 156cm / 5'1"
Gender: Male Weight(kg/lbs): 47 kg / 104 lbs
Place of Birth: Plymouth (Great Britain)
Residence: Plymouth (Great Britain)
Sport: Diving
Event(s): Men's 10m Platform | Men's Synchronised 10m Platform

Fix You - Coldplay

FIX YOU BY COLDPLAY
a perfect sad song to match your perfectly sad mood that you are in:(

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

blessings are in disguises.

2008-08-12T02:50:00.000-07:00

LETS CELEBRATE!
I PASS MY SCIENCE WITH FLYING COLOURS.
I AM ON CLOUD NINE PEOPLE.

i had so unexpectedly pass my suppose to screw science paper.
I got the BEST & the WORST shock of my life today.
I GOT DETENTION FOR THE FIRST TIME! :0
SCREW IT!
& i was not even late as in like i reach like before 0730 which is the time when you are late.
what the hell!!
BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS I AS YOU NOE PASS MY SUPPOSE TO SCREW SCIENCE PAPER.
I could not believe my ears when Swan who help me take my paper was like wow,hemkhama you got so high.
At first i thought she was only saying that to make me feel better for screwing the paper.
Then when i look,got i shock.
you the good kind of shock when you did something well unexpectedly.
I made such a din until Norman also scold me.
But he scold also useless coze i was like too happy to care.
Today i also managed to endanger by making Elise super MAD.
JOKINGLY.
hahaha. I wrote her a letter full of craps
& she wrote me another letter full of craps back.
Its so fun passing notes in class unless that is if the teacher discovers that you are passing one.(:
rest of the day passed S-L-O-W-L-Y.

After Scince Practical Test went out to eat with Swan Keng,Kah Yee,Christine,Elise & Salina.
HAHAHA. YUPPP. WE HAD LUNCH AT 3PM!!!
here is the photos enjoy.

super funny advertisement from Japan

Ms. Jackson - OutKast

[ Andre 3000 ]
Yeah this one right here goes out to all
the baby's mamas, mamas...
Mamas, mamas, baby mamas, mamas
Yeah, go like this

[ CHORUS: Andre 3000 ]
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times

[ Big Boi ]
A baby drama mama, don't like me
She doing things like havin her boys
come from her neighborhood
To the studio tryin to fight me
She need to get a, piece of the
american pie and take her bite out
That's my house, I disconnect the
cable and turn the lights out
And let her know her grandchild is a
baby, and not a paycheck
Private schools, daycare, shit,
medical bills, I'll pay that
I love your mom and everything, see I
aint the one who laid down
She wanna rip you up, start a custody
war, my lawyer stay down
She never got a chance to hear my side
of the story we was divided
She had fish frys and cookouts
On my child's birthday I ain't invited
Despite it, show her the utmost
respect when I fall through
All you, do is defend that lady when I call you, yeah

[ CHORUS: ]
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times

[ Andre 3000 ]
Me and your daughter
Got a special thang goin on
You say it's puppy love
We say it's full grown
Hope that we feel this
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/CfaJ ]
Feel this way forever
You could plan a pretty picnic
But you can't predict the weather, Ms. Jackson

Ten times out of nine, now if I'm blind fine
The quickest muzzle throw it on my
mouth and I'll decline
King meets queen, then the puppy
love thing, together dream
Bout that crib with the goodyear swing
On the oak tree, I hope we feel like this forever
Forever, forever, ever, forever, ever?
Forever never seems that long until you're grown
And notice that the day by day rule can't be too long
Ms. Jackson my intentions were good I wish I could
Become a magician to abacadabra off the sadder
Thoughts of me, thoughts of she, thoughts of he
Askin what happened to the feelin that her and me
Had, I pray so much about it need some knee, pads
It happened for a reason one can't be, mad
So know just know that everything is cool
And yes I will be present on the first
day of school, and graduation

[ CHORUS: ]
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times

[ Big Boi ]
Uh, uh, yeah
"Look at the way he treats me", shit,
look at the way you treat me
See your lil nose ass homegirls got
they ass up in the creek G
Without a paddle, you left the straddle
and ride this thing on out
And the union girl aint speakin no more
cuz my dick all in her mouth
Know what I'm talkin about,
jealousy, and fidelity, envy
Cheating, beating, and to the G's
they be the same thing
So who you placin the blame on, you
keep on singin the same song
Let bygones be bygones, you can go
on and get the hell on
You and your mama

[ CHORUS: ]
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times

PROUDLY TODAY,FORGET YESTERDAY.

2008-08-11T03:38:00.000-07:00

YOU JUST GOTTA WATCH THE VIDEO.
I TAKE MY HATS OFF TO THEM.
sigh,if only i can dance like that:(

one word:BORED!
so i did this blogthings quiz (whats your name hidden meaning)
& here's the result (have to admit some what true)

What Hemkhama Rai Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I just watch the Olympics weightlifting and let me tell you that gal is sane.
SHE CARRIED I THINK SHOULD BE 106KG!

This song has been stuck in my head for awhile now.
Its COOKIE JAR BY GYM CLASS HEROES.

Cookie Jar ft. the Dream - Gym Class Heroes

Gym class heroes...
(The Dream)
Radiokilla killa

(Travis)
Hahaha You know what it is
Gym class heroes, the dream
It's hard to look innocent when I got cookie crumbs all over my face

[Chorus]
(The Dream)
I like girls
They like me
They look so good
In they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar.
(Travis)
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
You see I got this problem
I need help tryna solve it
Cos meeting after meeting and I'm still a cookie whore
You can hide them, Imma find them, on the counter, in the closet
And I'll say I ain't do it with my face covered in chocolate
My girl be setting booby traps
To catch me eating Scooby snacks
I left crumbs in the bed once
But I told her I was through with that
She still don't be believing me
And I guess that I'm cool with that
But I got a sweet tooth, that'll never come loose
And the truth of the matter is.

[Chorus]
The Dream:
I like girls,
They like me
They look so good
In they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar
(Travis)
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
I got a thing for Milano, Biscotti Italianos
And I never turn down some Oreos if you got them
Butter Pecan Puerto Rican,
Or them Oatmeal Raisin Asians.
Hazelnut Brazilians,
Macadamia Caucasians,
Double stuffed or thin mint
It don't matter you getting it
Cos I got a sweet tooth that'll never come loose
And the fact of the matter is.

[Chorus]
(The Dream)
I like girls,
They like me
They look so good
In they're Seven jeans
Want you to be the one
And my only
I want to be faithful
But I can't keep my hands out the cookie jar
(Travis)
My hands, my hands, my ha uh my hands
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my, uh, my
Can't keep my hands, my hands my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
I'm a monster for these cookies
I'm a beast for they're treats
An animal for they're crackers
Head to feet they so damn sweet
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my ha uh my
Can't keep my hands, my hands, my hands out the cookie jar.

(Travis)
And then you have it haha
I tried my best
I went to cookie anonymous
I guess I'm a failure
I can't seem to keep my damn hands out the cookie jar but,
It is what it is

2008-08-09T02:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 43 BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE(:
MAY YOU CONTINUE TO GROW FROM STRENGTH TO STRENGTH.

This week has been like so up and down,
Firstly i lost my wallet again,
but this time it was my mistake,
however lady luck is on my side and someone found it.
So last night,got a call from this guy who lives near me.
so apparently he had found my wallet at the bus stop.
& presto,went to get my wallet first thing in the morning.
everything was there,
$5,the only card inside my wallet.
First thing in my mind was found!
hahaha. if he had only called earlier,
i would have saved my effort form going all the way from one interchange to another.

& at last the OLYMPICS!
DID I TELL YOU I LOVE OLYMPICS?
we have to wait like 4 years for this major event.
i guess that is one of the factors that makes it more grand.
& not forgetting the important message of friendship.
i staid like until 0030 plus into midnight to watch the opening ceremony.
i said awake even to the last country arrival.
which was of coze China.
i have to take my hats for for them for the splendid ceremony.
hahaha. yup the next morning when i woke up at 0730 for my Aikido training i had like major big eye bags.
then set my alarm to 4 am to watch CUBA vs POLAND volleyball match.
though i could still watch that match after watching other games until like 12 pm.
I ONLY LASTED FOR LIKE 20 MINUTES,
then went back to sleep.
volleyball the people can fly man,so tall some more.
i was like,they are every coaches dream.
waaa~ all the actions(:
&&& some of the volleyball players are born on the same date as me.
happy,haha its just makes you happy to know there are like famous people who has the same birth date as you.

Reid Priddy or Priddy William
Date of Birth: 01 OCT 1977
Height(m/ftin): 1.93 m / 6'4"
Gender: Male
Weight(kg/lbs): 88 kg / 194 lbs
Place of Birth: Richmond, VA(United States)
Residence: Los Angeles, CA(United States)
Sport: Volleyball

WALEWSKA MOREIRA DE OLIVEIRA
Date of Birth: 01 OCT 1979
Height(m/ftin): 1.90 m / 6'3"
Gender: Female
Weight(kg/lbs): 77 kg / 170 lbs
Place of Birth: Belo Horizonte(Brazil)
Residence: (Brazil)
Sport: Volleyball
Event(s): Women

Danielle Racquel Scott-Arruda
Date of Birth: 01 OCT 1972
Height(m/ftin): 1.88 m / 6'2"
Gender: Female
Weight(kg/lbs): 85 kg / 187 lbs
Place of Birth: Baton Rouge, LA(United States)
Residence: Colorado Springs, CO(United States)
Sport: Volleyball
Event(s): Women

P.S. Anyways got 8th for X-country.
hahahaha.i rmb last year i got 24
despite like running 1/3 & walking 2/3 .
cool huh?

I FINALLY GOT THE BLOG SKIN THAT JANELLA HAD MADE FOR ME.
HERE'S THE LINK TO PREVIEW OF THE SKIN.

http://testismymiddlename.blogspot.com/

DO SEE AND COMMENT ON THE SKIN LATER AT MY TAG BOX.
MANY THANKS TO MY DEAR FRIEND JANELLA(

hemkhama,
your name's Secret Meaning is...

"Runs with Wolves"

What's your Name's Secret Meaning?
at QuizGalaxy.com

Fast Car - Mutya Buena

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere

Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs
You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way

2008-08-03T03:36:00.000-07:00

HOW COME EVERY PHOTO HAVE TO TURN OUT BAD?

FOR SHARMILA & OTHER GIRLS WHO ARE DOWN(:

2008-08-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

SHARMILA & other babes rmb that your friends are there for you.
No matter wad.
There are other fishes in the sea but watch out for the sharks.
Forget those cheating jerks,
they do not deserve you.
& dont bother wasting tears for them.
HOPE THIS HELPS SHARMILA.
here are some songs that i hope would cheer you up.

there are two different versions of the song.
Lonely - Deep Spirit

Lonely 2005 - Deep Spirit

DEEP SPIRIT-LONELY

Ever e-ever ever ee-ever felt so ever e-ever ever felt so lonely (x6)
Lonely (x6)
Ee-ever felt so lonely
Lonely (x4)
Have you ever felt so lonely?
Lonely (x6)
Ever felt so (x4)
Remember the time
When you were here inside my dream
I wish you'll be mine
You're understanding what I mean
Discover and see
That you're the only one for me
Together we'll be free
That's how it's meant to be
[Chorus x4]
Have you ever felt so lonely
You're the one and only
Did you ever cry
Why did you say goodbye
Have you ever felt so lonely?
Lonely (x6)
Ee-execute
Have you ever felt so lonely?
Lonely (x3)
Ever e-ever ever ee-ever felt so ever e-ever ever felt so lonely (x4)
Lonely (x6)
Ee-ver felt so lonely
Lonely (x3)
Remember the time
When you were here inside my dream
I wish you'll be mine
You're understanding what I mean
Discover and see
That you're the only one for me
Together we'll be free
Thats how it's meant to be
[Chorus x4]
Have you ever felt so lonely
You're the one and only
Did you ever cry
Why did you say goodbye
Have you ever felt so lonely?
Lonely (x3)
Ever e-ever ever ee-ever felt so ever e-ever ever felt so lonely (x4)
Lonely (x2)

Miracle - Cascada

MIRACLE-CASCADA

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

hahaha.my bad.
sorry all the song are king of techno.
i am liking techno now that's why(:

2008-08-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooo! poeple.
Today no school because of Official Opening.
So cool. we had no school last Friday,today and not forgetting that there is no school next Friday too because of National Day.
& guess wad?
On Monday we can reach school by 0845 instead of the usual 0725(:
Hahahahaha.that means i can sleep.
i am like so happy this week.
i got all As for the much hated NAFA test.
Yuppp that means A for 2.4 km run also.
hahaha.
i felt like dying while running.
for people like me running is like making your brain do ten difficult maths questions.

plus to add to my suffering i was still tired from Wednesday's volleyball training.
Wednesday was like so fun.
some girls from 2e1,my class,
had a suppose to be mini-class bonding.
which was playing Volleyball,
those who know how to play play VB taught others who did not know how to play.
So me,Salu,Charity & Walu taught the other,
JACE(jocelyn.atiqah,chintya & emily),Tze Ching,Elisa,Christine and Yvonne to play.
Had a blast.
My students were the JACE.
Chintya was like very hard-working.
She kept on trying so Elisa joked 'hemkhama student chintya arr.... so poor thing.'
So not true,not my fault,hahaha.
but the only problem was that on that day the sun was like on it best.
so it was damn hot.
i felt like i was burning.
then after that teaching session,
had volleyball training,
Jerry had like all those thunderstorms above his head.
he gave us extra PT(physical training),
coze we delayed the training by like finding out how many balls we took out to use.
Arrrr...had to go up and down the stairs 10 times.
Talk about tough.
I could not feel my legs for a moment.
Then to make matters worse they were having the Official Opening mini concert rehearsal,
then could not concentrate while playing the game because of the music.
Then Jerry went,
'back court players sleeping ar?'
Just for info,the one thing that really distracts me is music & with all those people there,please tell me how to concentrate?
One thing is that i cannot concentrate,then to have people looking.
That makes it even more difficult.
you can really feel the pressure.
So that's all for today(:

XOXO.
hemku.

NAFA TEST RESULTS!

the five stations-

sit ups-35 in should be 30sec or 1 min. i forgot.
pull ups-20 in 30seconds,i think.
shuffle run-9.8second!
standing board jump-180cm
sit & reach-69 cm(:

2.4 km run-14.16seconds

Better Together - Jack Johnson

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

[Chorus:]
MMM it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

2008-07-31T02:14:00.000-07:00

So sweet.
I guess everybody needs a hug now and then.
Sorry people but lazy to blog.

2008-07-29T04:04:00.000-07:00

i am gonna make this quick.
i am still having cramps after yesterdays volleyball training.
i am still damn guilty about hitting accidentally wau yi eyes until her half the face was red.
holy,luckily her mom or dad did not ring me up first ting in the morning.
but still i am still screwed.
i carpfully lost my wallet and had to make a new camp pass.
i thought this time one would be nicer than the old one.
NO MATTER WAD,PICTURES OF ME ALWAYS COME OUT UGLY.
you get what i mean rite,
you noe picture just fails to capture your more beautiful side
& also end up looking fat,too thin,bla...bla.
Today was a normal nothing usual happening day,
yaaa...we,2e1 of beattty secondary school is finally having class bonding after like more than half the year.